Who I Really Am

We all saw the man in the trench. I know it has affected us all. It is a reminder of where we came from, what we ran from, what we could go back to. I feel Gordon is having the hardest time; coming from Nico's district, yet not having all her memories. She stays up at night. I see her light. I pretend to be asleep. But I too cannot sleep, knowing what I know. About the trench, about the bishops, having been apart of it. It eats at my mind. The guilt. I can never reveal the truth. It's too risky.