Lillian ˚₊‧꒰ა. 💌 .໒꒱ ‧₊˚

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ Lillian, she.her / 6teen ! diagnosed bpd, mdd, gad, arfid, adhd, psychosis ˚. new account, nuked my most recent in an episode!!! jiraiblr veteran 🥹

My therapist was advising me how to deal with the inevitability of becoming infatuated with someone during the month I'm living there, so basically getting a darling, because my relationships have all ended horribly, especially the guy i was w last month 😅😅

im rlly hoping to meet someone really cool there though,, maybe a guy or girl w the same fashion interests as me :3 although I do have my ex, who I've been breifly talking to, I'm not sure how much chemistry is there and it's kind of just same old same old,,. shes such a sweetheart but nothing excites me there unfortunately, it just feels like history repeating itself, not in the bad ways but in its predictability

well thats my current update !! gonna try to blog while im there too ^__^

she’s like perfect 😭😭 jirai nd obsessive love nd mutual stalking, and the best part is it’s irl