i rarely use tumblr anymore 😢

i get overstimulated so easily whenever i try to put effort into drawing, specifically digital art

its not even something i can help because im so focused on making things perfect and every mistake gets me ever so slightly closer to having a meltdown. even without that kind of mindset, just sitting down and focusing makes me unreasonably overstimulated and i still cannot figure out why.

and its only with drawing in a space thats comfortable for me like my bed. i never have this issue in school (which is weird since school is overstimulating for me a lot of the time) and i never have this issue when im focused drawing with a mouse on the computer

i didnt know what to make the background...

i forget his name alot so i just call him yaoi man

first lil doodle on my new drawing ipad

its hard deleting posts that u were so proud of before but now look unskillful