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Under the cover of sham negotiations, the war of aggression against Iran appears to have begun. The American empire and its mercenaries will stop at nothing to consume every country, every solitary life that stands in the way of its greed. The US is a genocidal beast, a threat to the world that must be put down like a rabid dog. No peace or freedom will be possible until its engines of death and enslavement are destroyed, without hesitation.
blood & wine
heian era! sukuna x concubine! reader
summary - every year, your village performs a tradition of sacrificing one human life to the king of curses, ryomen sukuna. this year, that life is yours. you were meant to be left to die, but instead, you're carried to his palace, wrapped in silk, and forced to be his concubine. what starts out as a blood sacrifice turns into a binding tether to the man who was meant to take your life.
author's note - guys.... i'm so sorry. i was hesitant to start posting cause my consistency when it comes to literally anything i enjoy in this miserable life is horrendous. pls Forgive Me.... i'm just uploading what i have so far for ch2 so i can post SOMETHING.
wc - 1.3k
chapter 2 (so far)
You’re led to a large room filled with cushions and racks of kimonos of all colors and designs. Hands fly around you as you’re dressed up and down like a customizable doll, a blur of colors whizzing in front of your eyes.
They decide on a pale lavender kimono with tiny embroidered flowers that wraps around you like it was made just for your figure, plush silk draped over every curve of your body. Your hair is combed and brushed until it shines, and two of the women simultaneously apply touches of makeup to your face, covering any scars or bruises. They don’t manage to cover the slit across your forehead, however – it remains prominent, a reminder of the events that led you to be in this situation.
The walls of the dark hallway whisper with the voices of doomed souls, painted a red so deep it looks like raw flesh. Each footstep seems to bounce off the walls and reverberate back to you, making your ears ring.
Two of the women from earlier flank you on each side until you reach a large mahogany door. The dark brown wood is engraved with swirls and letters in a language you can’t seem to recognize. One of the women grabs the large handle and smiles tightly before opening the door for you and not-so-gently pushing you through. You’re about to turn around and question them when the door is slammed shut in your face.
Swallowing thickly, you slowly turn around and look at the front of the room, the sight nearly making you jump out of your skin.
In all his malevolent glory, Sukuna sits atop his throne, legs spread, four arms framing his intimidating form. He’s glaring at you, an unimpressed look on his face. It makes you feel oddly exposed.
“Come,” he commands, his voice bellowing through the room, flaring goosebumps all over your body. You slowly walk towards him, stopping at the steps of his throne and folding your hands in front of you nervously. You keep your gaze glued to the floor, too afraid to speak.
He scoffs at the pathetic display and leans forward.
“I said, come,” he snaps. You flinch slightly then toe up the steps to stand right in front of him, your gaze locked on your feet. His abs linger in your peripheral.
One of his four hands shoots up and grips your jaw, his entire hand dwarfing the width of your face. He turns your face from side to side, scanning you. You shift under his scrutinizing gaze, feeling a cold sweat trickle down the back of your neck.
But despite his intimidating, scary, 7 feet tall, will-snap-your-neck demeanor… he's kinda hot. Your eyes discreetly flicker over his face while he looks you over, taking in the markings on his skin.
He has surprisingly good bone structure — sharp jawline, high cheekbones, eyes that are currently staring into your soul. He's well-groomed, which you'd expect from someone so powerful.
Sukuna hums as if he's deep in thought and releases your face.
"Sit," he commands, lazily gesturing to a small ottoman beside his throne with a flick of his wrist. You sit down slowly. He doesn't take his eyes off of you.
You spend the rest of the day (night? You're not really sure how time works here… wherever here is) in his chamber, sitting silently as you observe him. He generally sits and stares ahead with a pissed off expression on his face, occasionally muttering ominously under his breath.
Sometimes, a few servants will come in with various scrolls to show him (which he mostly rips up and burns in their faces) or reports about curses around the area. He seems to just dismiss them. After what feels like hours of sitting there like an invisible spectator, he turns back to you. One of his hands lifts and he gestures to you then in front of him.
"Stand, girl," he snaps. "Quickly."
You scramble to your feet and move to stand in front of him, still unable to hold his gaze, folding your hands in front of you. His dark red eyes scan you from head to toe, causing your skin to erupt with goosebumps.
"Turn."
The fear deep in your skin makes you act before thinking, immediately turning around, giving your back to him. He hums noncommittally before telling you to leave. Thank goodness, you think, taking your chance and scurrying out of the room before you have to endure more of him.
Walking back down the hallway you came from, you spot the doors to the concubine room and push them open, slipping inside and shutting the door behind you. The women inside look up as you enter, and you spot a few familiar faces from earlier. The tall, pale woman with the hip-length brown hair steps forward, flanked by two other girls. She smiles at you gently and takes your arm, leading you to the bedroom while explaining the daily routines of the concubines and what to expect. You soon learn that her name is Miyuri. It seems she's a kind of leader, or perhaps she's been here the longest.
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As the next few days pass by, you struggle to adjust to your new "life" in this dark, macabre palace. It's like you've been transported to a completely new dimension, a whole other world way beyond the small village you were so used to. Every evening, a servant comes to the door and announces which concubine Sukuna has requested for the night before leading them out. The possibility of being chosen scares you more and more every day that passes. You try your best to lay low and keep a low profile within the palace in general, spending your days doing chores with the other girls — you clean the bathtubs, water some plants, occasionally help out in the kitchen, or try to do anything to pass time and keep you occupied.
In your mind, being chosen by Sukuna can only mean you're going to be pulverized. The idea of having sex with him, spending an entire night in his room, at his mercy — nothing scares you more. Even though you always see the concubines return alive and looking very well the next day, you never fail to notice the slight limp in their steps or the way they sit down slowly with a slight grimace.
After two weeks go on like this, you start to feel more comfortable in the possibility that Sukuna won't call on you anytime soon. Maybe it's because I'm new, you think, trying to convince yourself. You've created a sort of routine for yourself, doing different tasks every day to try and stay unnoticed. So far, it's working — or so you thought.
One evening, you're sitting on the floor in the main room with the other women. Miyuri is sitting behind you, combing your hair and getting ready to braid it for you. Suddenly, the large door swings open, and you look up to see Sukuna himself standing at the door. Your heart drops. The other women pause what they're doing and bow respectfully, and you go to do the same, but then he speaks.
"You," he says, loud and commanding. "On the floor."
Shit, shit, shit…
You silently curse and clench your eyes shut for a second before looking up at him. You can feel your whole body trembling.
"Um… m-me?" you mumble nervously.
"Get up."
You quickly get to your feet, Miyuri's prior brushing making your hair fall smoothly. The other women are incredibly confused, some of them whispering amongst themselves. Sukuna has never come to personally take a concubine back to his room with him. You step forward, your legs feeling like they're made of jelly. He stares at you then turns and leaves, like he's expecting you to follow him. He doesn't need to tell you. You exchange a look with Miyuri before rushing out of the room to catch up with him.
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blood & wine
heian era! sukuna x concubine! reader
summary - every year, your village performs a tradition of sacrificing one human life to the king of curses, ryomen sukuna. this year, that life is yours. you were meant to be left to die, but instead, you're carried to his palace, wrapped in silk, and forced to be his concubine. what starts out as a blood sacrifice turns into a binding tether to the man who was meant to take your life.
contents/warnings for this chapter - sacrificial ritual, detailed blood/violence, true form sukuna
author's note - this is my first fic!!! had this idea so i thought i'd write it. the smut will be in much LATER chapters. just wanted to upload what i have for now. please be kind! any and all commentary is appreciated.
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chapter 1
The hardened wax clings to your skin like a vice, a harsh reminder of your current situation, cracking with every movement you can barely do. You can feel the sting of the burns all over your body, tight ropes digging into your wrists and ankles, tied carelessly. A damp cloth is wrapped around your eyes, stained with something that reeks of sweat and metal, blocking your vision.
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The village of Shinonomori is surrounded by dark, lush forests. Flowers bloom in the sparse clearings, their spines straining for the sliver of sun that rarely shines. Vines crawl over bark and stone, twisting and curling in shapes and patterns so intricate you’d think perhaps God swooped down to arrange it himself.
The trees stand tall and proud, creating a wall of mahogany and maple around the village, almost like a cage shield.
Legends say that the forest is filled with cursed spirits. Some people claim they can feel their presence.
Children are raised being warned to avoid the forest with the cliché “whoever dares to go in doesn’t return” phrase to scare them.
While definitely cliché, it’s not entirely untrue.
In Shinonomori, everyone has a duty, a role to play—whether it’s farming, mending, healing, smithing, or bookkeeping—in the village. However, the pride and joy of all Shinonomori residents is their agriculture.
Most of the land is tilled to cater to different types of crops and vegetation, making their often surplus of crops overfill stands in markets, which are usually bustling with people, especially around Harvest Day.
Due to the hard conditions of the village that have been unchanging for many generations, it seems miraculous that they have such abundant farms. So, if they live in such a cursed area, how are they so successful?
The villagers, ever superstitious, believe that the King of Curses, Ryomen Sukuna, is warding off the curses that threaten to consume the village and their farms himself.
Given their beliefs and deep-rooted fear of the curses that reside in the forests—born from generations of sacrifices and negative energy—every year, they select one person from the village to sacrifice to him on Harvest Day, believing that this will continue to protect them until next time.
You’re one of the bookkeepers of Shinonomori; you spend your days assisting customers, dusting shelves, or reading to pass time. You’re just opening the library for the day, the early morning sun reflecting through the little circular window above the wooden door. You push the door open with some effort—it’s old and pretty rickety, the wood is splintering—and use your foot to nudge a small stone underneath to keep it open.
You mutter a curse under your breath when you look down, noticing your well-worn flats starting to rip at the toe. There should be a few needles and some leftover thread inside from the last time you had to repair them.
Turning back inside, you walk past the shelves with books galore, some old with near-frayed spines, others with hard leather covers with a slight sheen. Their golden-brown pages are pressed together between the rough material and sewed in place with thick string and needles—similar to the ones you’re currently searching for.
You make your way through the old library, moving through the familiar aisles and hallways with ease. You fan your hand back and forth in front of you, trying to disperse the dust in the air that sticks to your hair and gathers on the stone walls, which are now growing bits of moss in the cracks.
The wooden floor is faded and creaks every other step before you reach the door to the stairwell at the end of the short hallway. You open the pale wooden door and step inside, the sound of your light footsteps echoing softly in the cylindrical room as you ascend to the top floor, where your small apartment is.
This building—both the library and apartment—was passed down to you from your late parents. They passed away around seven years ago when you were just 17, but you’ve made a living for yourself as a bookkeeper since then.
You find the sewing supplies exactly where you usually leave them: in a drawer that doesn’t fully close in your desk.
“Ah, here we go,” you mutter to yourself, sinking down to the floor and propping your foot up to slip your shoe off.
Threading the needle, you carefully weave it in and out of the fabric until the holes seemingly disappear, the motion almost rhythmic.
Satisfied with your repairs, the needle and thread find themselves wrapped around each other and tucked back into the drawer, the soft thud breaking the silence.
You make your way back downstairs and begin your daily tasks: reshelving books, getting rid of the endless dust that seems to consume the whole room, and other things that may need tending to, such as watering the hydrangeas by the entrance or making repairs.
You’re so caught up you almost don’t hear someone enter behind you.
“Ms. Fujikawa Y/N?” they ask, their voice holding a bit of edge that makes your skin tingle.
“Yeah, that’s me,” you say, a bit cautiously, as you turn to face the speaker. It’s an old woman who you recognize as Shibaba.
She’s part of a committee within the village that handles things like events and superstitious practices.
Her expression is blank and unflinching, and you can’t help but feel like whatever she’s here for can’t possibly be good. “Is everything alright?”
“You are aware of what today is, yes?” she asks, the tone of her voice making it clear that your answer to this shouldn’t be anything other than a ‘yes.’
Of course you know what today is.
It’s Harvest Day.
You never cared for it much since a.) you’re a bookkeeper, not a farmer, b.) you’re not really superstitious, and c.) you hate watching the sacrificing ceremony, it never felt right to you.
“Um… yeah. It’s Harvest Day, right?” you ask, a quizzical look on your face. Your fingers tug at the hem of your dress.
“You need to come with me,” she replies.
What? You’ve never participated in Harvest Day, let alone spoken to anyone from the committee about it. What could she want with you?
You stare at her dumbfounded, hoping for an answer.
“What? Me? Why?” you press on, trying to urge an answer out of her without provoking her to anger.
Her gaze hardens and suddenly, two guards step inside, flanking her from behind. You furrow your brows in confusion, taking an instinctive step back.
What’s going on?
Before you can question her further, Shibaba makes a gesture with her hand and the two guards beeline towards you. You step back again, but they reach out and grab you by your upper arms, pulling you towards them.
“Wha—hey! What’s going on? Let go of me!” you protest, tensing up and trying to squirm out of their grip, but they don’t relent.
They drag you out of your library, following Shibaba down the gravel roads towards the edge of town. They didn’t even bother to close the door behind them. Rude, much?
Eventually, you give up on thrashing—they’re just ignoring you and continuing their rough treatment—and begrudgingly allow yourself to be dragged to wherever it is they’re taking you.
The further you go, you notice the pathway is oddly familiar to the one that leads to Sukuna’s altar—where all the sacrifices take place.
Anxiety bubbles up in your chest, your arms tingling and going numb from the guards’ bruising grip.
The edge of the forest and the altar only get closer as they finally enter your field of vision. Heart pounding, palms sweating, the hair on your arms stand up as you look around at the disturbingly eager-looking crowd that surrounds the altar on all sides. The air smells like wax, wood, and burnt sage.
You’re roughly thrown into the middle of the crowd, who back away from you like you’re a curse yourself. Stones dig into your palms, your dress now dusted with dirt.
They start to close in on you, some holding ropes and other holding lit candles. You scramble back, pushing with your hands and feet until your back hits the base of the statue. Sukuna’s stone figure stands above you—tall, arrogant, mocking.
Even his stone carving, a mere imitation of what he’s merely been depicted as in scrolls and paintings, radiates power.
Rough, merciless hands grab you by every limb, shoving you face first into the dirt as you thrash and yell. You feel your wrists and ankles tied tightly by thick, scratchy rope, every fiber digging into your skin, piercing through like needles. A dark cloth is tied around your eyes, blocking your vision completely.
You’ve already begun to understand what’s going on, so you give up the yelling, thrashing, squirming, and protesting. Tears fill your covered eyes, dripping down your cheeks as two people drag you away into the forest.
The crowd watches heartlessly, their eyes glazed over with sadistic pleasure and selfish anticipation. Your “escorters” ignore every grunt of pain you let out as they tug you over the rocky, prickly ground.
Every blade of grass, soft flower petal, or smooth pebble that brushes against your skin contrasts how you’re feeling right now—like there’s an anvil being shoved into your chest, along with impending doom.
Silent tears—the ones that don’t get absorbed by the cloth—roll down your face from under the blindfold and gather at the point of your chin.
After what feels like endless walking, trudging, and dragging, you come to a stop. The ground beneath you feels smoother than the rest of the forest, kind of like flattened dirt and acrid stone.
You can hardly hear the murmured voices of the two men who brought you hear, your ears ringing loudly and your mind going a mile a minute.
The scent of smoke and flames fills the air, staining your lungs from the inside out. The heat gets closer and closer until you’re suddenly being manhandled, and hot, scalding liquid is poured on your skin.
You cry out and hiss in pain, trying to move away only to be roughly pulled back. The liquid on your back and arms hardens like a soft shell and you realize it’s wax. Panting, tears stream down your face freely now.
“Please,” you cry, attempting to plead for mercy a final time. “Please—let me go! I’ll do anything, please!”
But your words fall on deaf ears as you’re shoved around again, feeling like your whole body is on fire, completely helpless to save yourself.
Every nerve ending alight, your skin feeling like it’s falling apart and melting your bones with it. The agonizing pain seems to engulf you whole.
The sacrifice is a blur of fire and distorted, ritualistic chants. Your supplicants wreath you in smoke—you can taste it in the back of your throat, “purifying” you in the most vile manner.
One of them steps forward and lifts your head, using a dagger to slice a shallow cut across your forehead, causing you to nearly simultaneously pass out and throw up from the pain. The blood trickles down in a sickly stream, anointing you.
You’re dropped again, your head falling back against the ground, throbbing pain radiating through your whole being. Your limbs are numb, your hands are trembling, your whole body burns. Your once well-kept appearance is now mussed and unkempt.
You hear the frenzied, desperate voices of your supplicants, invoking Sukuna and pleading with him to take their offer and protect them until next year.
You feel immolated as you hear their rapid footsteps retreat into the woods back towards the village. All you can do is wallow in your misery and anguish. Tears gush out of your eyes like a waterfall of despair, your sobs echoing through the trees.
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“Tch. Is this truly what those filthy villagers believe would satisfy me?”
A contemptuous, gravelly voice booms above you. You weakly turn your head towards it and he scoffs.
“Still alive, are you? How pathetic,” he says, the mocking words flowing from his mouth like you’re nothing but a nuisance he’s yet to be rid of. You don’t need to see him to be able to feel the menacing aura that radiates from his very bones.
There’s only one being in existence who would have such a powerful presence, one that feels like it takes up all the crevices of time and space—
Ryomen Sukuna.
You always thought of him as some sort of myth or spiritual being from long ago that your people worshipped blindly, but no, he’s real. Very, very real.
Sukuna looks down at you and uses his foot to nudge your chin up. It’s like he’s disgusted by the mere idea of a mortal, not even willing to touch you with his bare hand.
“I should just throw you with the others. I’m in need of a bit of entertainment. I’ll kill you in the end either way.”
Your heart pounds in your chest, sweat beading on every inch of your body. Chills run up and down your spine, his voice reverberating through the air around you.
“A-Are you- Sukuna..?” you manage to ask, your voice meek and shaky as you struggle to push the words from deep in your throat and off your dry tongue.
You’re tense, every hair on your body sticking up, your hackles raised as you wait for him to make a move and end you right then and there.
“What does it look like?” He’s very obviously mocking your current blind state. You know from the snickering under his breath as he circles you.
Suddenly, he grabs your upper arm and rudely pulls you to stand.
You can’t see it, but his gaze roams over your body, lingering on every place the hardened wax has molded to fit the shape of your limbs. He scoffs under his breath and then you’re being dragged.
“You’re lucky I didn’t just kill you immediately,” he claims. You can’t tell if he’s being serious or not.
He lightly shoves you away from him, but before you can fall, a pair of smaller, more gentle arms catch and steady you. “Uraume, take it. I don’t want to touch the filth.”
Uraume doesn’t reply, but she hoists you over her shoulder like you’re simply a sack of flour, and proceed to keep walking behind the King of Curses.
Sukuna walks ahead, occasionally slashing any lesser-grade curses he comes across.
He’s not entirely sure what made him want to keep you alive, but he’s not one to think about things like that.
He just tells himself–and Uraume–that he’s in need of entertainment back in his palace.
His concubines get repetitive after all, and as the King of Curses, who is he to deny a new one when she’s basically dropped into his lap?
“Master, may I ask a question?” says Uraume, her voice steady and soft. She’s used to Sukuna’s intensity and ruthlessness, but her loyalty to him has undoubtedly earned the great King’s respect.
“What. Go on, ask,” replies Sukuna.
Uraume is the only person he would allow to speak to him without resorting to permanently silencing them when he gets bored of the conversation.
“With all due respect, sir, what shall you do with this girl? Another concubine?”
“I suppose so. I’m growing bored of my other ones.”
“You usually kill your sacrifices immediately.”
“They whine and bitch too much. It’s annoying.”
“Didn’t this one do the same?”
“Uraume.”
“My apologies.”
They continued walking in silence before they reached a small clearing in the forest. Sukuna was splattered with the remains of curse guts and blood from all the exorcising he did on their way.
He flicked it off with a wave of his wrist and placed a heavy palm on Uraume’s shoulder that wasn’t carrying you. You had been silent the entire walk, your whole body tense. It’s hard to tell whether you’re in danger or not yet, but you’re not exactly comfortable.
Suddenly, it feels like your body was vaporized, every atom being pulled apart and shoved back together. You feel a bit lightheaded, your wounds starting to throb again.
Sukuna sighs dramatically and walks up to his throne. He teleported the three of you right to the middle of his palace. He plops down and spreads his legs disrespectfully wide, three of his arms draped on the arm rests while one props his chin up.
“Shall I take her to the room, your Highness?” asks Uraume, referring to you and the other concubines that reside in the palace under Sukuna’s rule.
“Yeah, yeah, I don’t care. Just throw it to the other ones. They’ll deal with it,” he says nonchalantly, talking about you as if you’re some object that needs to be taken apart and stored away.
You also can’t help but notice he keeps referring to you as ‘it.’ Rude.
You feel Uraume turn and begin walking down the long, dark, winding halls of the palace. You don’t dare speak, even though you feel a bit less like you’re about to be sliced in half at any moment now that Sukuna isn’t around.
She reaches a large door and pushes it open, your body still hung over her shoulder. The soft, whispered voices of women float to your ears, getting quieter when they notice the new presence.
“This is a new one for Lord Sukuna. Please tend to her wounds and clean her up for him,” Uraume explains, then setting your still-blindfolded self down gently on the floor before turning and leaving, shutting the door gently behind them.
There’s a moment of silence before the voices start again, some in hushed whispers and others in sweet greetings. You feel two girls begin to untie the ropes around your wrists and ankles, then finally your blindfold is removed. You blink against the light, your eyes adjusting.
“Oh, she’s quite pretty.”
“Poor thing, what happened to her?”
“Looks like she was being offered in a ritual. Look at those wax flakes!”
“Oh, how awful!”
Your vision clears and you can finally see the group of women surrounding you, some helping you to your feet. You feel gentle hands all over your body, brushing you off and taking off the wax that remains glued to your skin. They apologize when you wince from the pain and speak to each other quietly.
“Let us get you bathed,” says one woman, her eyes just as kind as her voice. She’s tall and pale, but not a ghostly pale, rather one that makes her seem like she’s glowing. Her hair is a deep brown, falling in soft waves down to her hips. You nod weakly in response to her statement.
They lead you to a room in the back with a large pool, soft swirls of steam rising from the water. The tiles are a pale white, contrasting the dark theme of the palace.
They undress you and set your old dress aside before helping you into the hot water. You flinch from the temperature at first, reminded of the hot wax that was poured on your skin, but your body slowly adjusts and you relax, sinking into a sitting position. The other women kneel around you and begin washing your hair and body.
“What’s your name?” asks one of the girls as she rakes her hands through your hair. She looks younger than the other women, her round face shining with the reflection of the water. Her hair falls in dark curls over her shoulders.
“Fujikawa,” you reply softly, your exhaustion evident in your voice. “Fujikawa Y/N.”
“It’s lovely to meet you, Fujikawa.”
Decenter men except Nanami. He is above men. A celestial gender if you will.
hottest thing a guy can be is a simp. just. a loser. a spineless fool. a total wet wipe of a man.
hottest thing a man can be is in love and pathetic about it.
i don’t mean to be vague but does anyone know what’s gonna happen like ever
omg.
I just realized I have a thing for muscular guys with glasses.
(I’m going insane.)

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I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage
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i think everyones obsession with experiencing "teenage love" has really messed with our perception and expectations of love in general. the concept of teenage love has been so overly romanticized, it's all people talk about now. nearly every experience that teens go through is somehow related to or revolving around finding their "teenage love".
what happened to just...living? i understand the desire to feel loved or wanted, but there are so many ways to get that other than romance!!! i can't exactly talk because i, too, am a victim of wishing to experience this teen love that everyone but me seems to have. but, i'm still aware of the effect it has on me and how it shapes my interactions and train of thought.
it's really sad because i feel like the intense seeking of romantic love takes our attention away from the most pure type of love: platonic love!! what is sweeter than the love between friends???? it's just pure, wholesome, happiness and affection for your friends and it's reciprocated!!
stop focusing on finding love and focus on the love you have/receive!! relish in it!! appreciate it!! give some more back!! whatever you put out into the universe finds its way back to you, one way or another!!

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