lilbirdplz

the ability to laugh while you’re lying tangled and naked together bc you realize just how silly something is is really really intimate and trusting, and it’s the best feeling to be like that with someone and to be relaxed

it happens with long-term partners, it happens on hookups, and it’s rarely as bad as it’s always made out to be, except we usually think it’s bad we're told that’s not how sex is supposed to go. but that’s not true. 

However, the wrong person found out about your curse, and became obsessed with it. They caught you, took you to a secluded area, and restrained you to make sure you can’t jerk yourself off. As the time passes, discomfort sets in as your ever growing cock feels too tight in your pants. The bigger it gets, the more excited your captor becomes. Soon enough it tears your pants open, continuing to grow. The captor’s favorite pastime now is sitting and watching you squirm and moan. Your balls audibly churn with loads of cum that that your throbbing cock is desperate to release, almost the size of your leg. You try to grind your hips against it, but the stimulation is nowhere near enough to get off to.

Even if you beg your captor to release you or let you cum, they don’t heed your pleas. They come over frequently to have some fun. Resting against your balls to listen closer to the loud gurgling, kissing and licking just to taste and tease, pushing and shoving to make them slosh some more. All this teasing only encourages you to grow faster, making your cock and balls more sensitive to your captor’s touch. Sometimes they even stroke your shaft, but they never let you cum from it

Finally, when your cock has grown as big as you, your captor finally undoes your restraints. So you desperately try to jerk yourself off, only to come to a horrifying realization. You’re now far too big for just your hands to get the job done. And now you realize you’re stuck. Your balls are so full and heavy that you can’t get up. Too many gallons of cum to lift. You’re trapped helplessly on the floor, and worse yet, your cock is still growing. You don’t know if there’s even a limit to how big it can get

Because on this dating app, or even just ppl that are interested in me when im out and about, these ppl very likely don’t have this fetish

Yet i find it really fucking hot; the idea of being weak around them from lack of food, little to no food in me, them noticing me shaking slightly, asking if im okay, hearing my stomach growl, being concerned, shocked or confused that i haven’t eaten, unsettled by my masochism, secretly craving their food so badly while they eat in front of me UGHHHHH

Hoping to coax up the trapped air, they sit on their couch and gulp down a soda. Their belly gives a promising groan, and they open their mouth in anticipation, but the burp dies in their throat. It sits like a bubble of pressure in their chest, and they bring up a hand, trying to rub away the disgusting feeling. It doesn't help. They try pounding it with their fist. All they manage is a flurry of high, tight burps that they release into their closed mouth because they don't want to come out any other way. They press into their achy belly, working so hard to draw something up from deeper, but it hurts and produces only pathetic, wet gurgles. At a loss, they try to swallow air (as thought they have any idea how to do that). Still they get nothing but unsatisfying croaking sounds forced from the very top of their stomach.