I trusted Allah so long. Nothing is changing. I'm a burden. No one cares. And all people do is tell me to have patience and pray. I'm done with people telling me that. If people didn't go to hell for committing suicide, i would've killed my self years ago.
Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala loves you. He love you more than a mother. He test whom He loves. This life is exhausting; you will get tired and it will test you with things that you didn't imagine but don't give up no matter what. After every hardship; their will be ease. This shall too pass. It look like's it won't end but it will. Every trial will end on it's appointed time so learn the lesson from it. The trial won't end until you learn your lesson from it. He won't burden you with something that you can't handle.Be in His rememberance. In His rememberance the heart finds rest.
"Whether you’ve had suicidal thoughts before or you pray for death because the pain of living is unbearable, YOU’RE NOT ALONE! The most unsuspecting people contemplate suicide regardless of how seemingly successful they may be. Here are some ways to help you view things differently with new hope InshaAllah:
1. You are valuable and worthy of love because you’re a creation of Allah.
2. Doesn’t matter what you’ve done, how bad you’ve messed up or how many transgressions you’ve made: THE DOOR OF REPENTANCE IS ALWAYS OPEN!
3. By thinking you are too much of a sinner to be forgiven is limiting Allah’s attribute. Remember He forgave the prostitute who gave water to a thirsty dog.
4. If you feel there is no way out and you’ve lost all hope know that Allah is Al-Fattah (the opener) and he can open any door for you.
5. If you feel unloved, unwanted, rejected or humiliated, know that Allah continues to love you regardless of how the people treat you.
6. If you feel defeated, discouraged or disappointed in yourself or in others, know that you can make a change!
7. If you’ve totally lost hope in humanity because of the betrayals, injustices or hypocrisy, know that goodness does exist. There are gems in every society and I pray you find one soon.
8. If you’re sick, in pain or terminally ill, know that if you accept your test with patience it will wash away your sins.
9. If you’re suffering financially and have no way to earn money, know that with sincere intention and tireless effort Allah will show you a way.
10. Ending your life is not a solution because we believe in the afterlife and we choose our dwelling with our actions. Don’t exchange a limited number of known problems (regardless of how painful they are) to unlimited, unknown problems for all eternity.
If you feel suicidal and have lost all hope please reach out to a family member, friend or call the hotline."
You are in my prayers. May Allah make things easier for you.
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