Minahalang pat Guinaiyaku

However, today isn’t our day

Tomorrow May never come

I died with your silence

But I keep on killing myself

For a gamble I’m not sure I will win

But I don’t want anyone else

A mirror with a monotone reverb echo

A carefully disguised compliment with all

The sudden silence of one who let go

Don’t judge me he says and dont have the gall

Don’t shun me and leave me like so

I’m here for you but mostly me and for two

That my heart sings a lonely tune

Of indigo leaves, sun days, and moon nights

And an oh so bitter “see you soon”

I sing for miles a day, a love between another

A song sung with a low tone and sad melody

Of the bright rays from those gleaming brown eyes

With only the golden tinted Manila rays my remedy

Before I go I wish brown eyes a good day

Brown eyes your beauty is unmatched

But as I sleep I pray from miles away

This love is slow and smooth

Like good scotch, like a deep breath

This love is an ember that is fanned by

Passionate sex, coy kisses, and hot summer nights

This love is a song with each and every note,

Sung in the sweet sweet stylings of soul

This love is a steady clap that starts in the back of your mind

A growing beat that leaves you dancing in the rain

This love is two flames growing ever so closely

The warmth intensifies with this love

The kind of heat that lulls you to a deep deep sleep

This love is a blanket, wrapped around just right

In the pale beams of old world

The life I forfeit for this new one

The same life that calls me now

What am I to make of this siren call

Why does home beckon for my soul

It rips away my heart from my very chest

With a smile on its face

Taunting me that I can never find true love

Without a black mirror in my face

I just want freedom from torture

I just want the bliss from childhood

The warm toned lens that my eyes once wore

Everything seems so grim all the time

Will I torture myself again with those pink lips

Will I walk down the dark path of those brown eyes

Will that moonlight skin lead me to my demise

It's like St Mary's all over again

And forget the things that you do

I only commemorate what you had did right

But we're best friends right?

We're too good at pretending that we care

Them toxic habit rudeness fills the air

Now you don't want me in your life when youre resting at night

But we're best friends right?

You're in LA and I'm next door

You know we never matched at all

And it's easy to dust it off and forget

Every little difference in between

Nikka's right when she said I'm not wrong

There was so much sadness like before

Now I just want to suffer cause I have such strife

But we're best friends right?

You're city lights and I'm a passing breeze

You know we never matched at all

And it's easy to dust it off and forget

All the little hurt that's in between

I've had love for you since 4-4-4

And there's no one I'd wanna die with more

But from now on I thinking that we'll be no more

Cause we're best friends right? Right? Right? Right?