Take me back to the night we met

Such a fucking loser. I’ve literally failed at being a functional human being. I wish I was dead

Just because of my looks, I lose my self confidence every single time.

I've been fighting for so long but I am tired I dont know how much longer I can do this for.

I just want to do is cut myself again because I am alone, lonely and deserve it

Trapped in the world where no one chooses me. Trapped in the body that no one desires. Cursed with the face that repulses everyone.

I legit cry when I look at myself in the mirror and feel so much disgust. I’d rather die than have the body I have right now

I wish I could go to sleep and just not wake up

I cannot put into words how much I absolutely HATE this body I'm in.

lots to discuss w myself in shower therapy tonight