▍--- scarlet speedster.

#how to be husband and wife: a guide. by barry allen & iris west. (✿◠‿◠)

“You were calling out (his/her/their) name in your sleep. What were you dreaming about?” ”If I don’t stop having nightmares I’m going to stop sleeping altogether.” “You can’t keep pushing me away forever, alright? I’m trying to help, and it hurts when you throw it in my face like this.” “Don’t pretend you understand what I’ve been through. You don’t. You can’t.” “Calm down, it’s not a contest. I don’t care which one of us ‘had it worse’.” “People only care when they can feel sorry for you. Once you fuck up and lash out at them, they stop.” “I don’t feel anything. I’m not sad, or anything like that, I’m just.. empty.” “You ever get so angry it’s like your vision just blacks out? You come to, and you’re somewhere else, you’ve done something terrible.. but you don’t remember it at all.” “I can’t just ‘stop’ panicking. My brain doesn’t CARE if there’s nothing to be scared of, that’s kind of the point.” “People that think there’s only one kind of schizophrenia piss me off.” “I have one person I trust more than anyone in the world, one person whose company I actually LIKE unconditionally. So when they’re not paying attention to me, yeah, it hurts.” “Actually, I don’t see things. I hear them. Auditory hallucinations are way more common than visual ones.” “I can never tell if I’m awake or still dreaming.” “It’s not a voice ‘in your head’, it’s a voice in your EAR. It’s a voice right behind you, right beside you. A voice in your HEAD is just you, thinking, like an idiot.” “And then they were like, ‘have you tried not thinking about it?’ and I was like, WOW, WHY DIDN’T I THINK OF THAT?!”

Y O U A R E N O T A L L O W E D T O H U R T M Y F R I E N D S .