I just want to be skinny.

14 years old. Currently diagnosed with ednos/anorexia. I won't stop till I'm skinny. I'm always looking for new people to talk to and to relate to! message me anything(:My Story: I was always "the chubby" one. I was never really fat, but always chubby. As of this past summer i got up to nearly 150 punds and i cried everyday when i looked in the mirror. I hated who i was becoming. So, i stopped eating for a couple days to about a week just so i could lose a quick 5 simple pounds. A week became 2 weeks, than 3, and now I'm diagnosed with ednos. Although i have a completely average weight at the moment, and its the skinniest ive ever been in my BMI, I feel as if this time, I'm my fattest. Anorexia has taken over my life. Constant weighing before and after every meal, no breakfast or lunch, lying to friends and family, and crying in the mirror has just become normal for me now. I am currently 5 foot 4 and 128 pounds so I am NOT skinny at all. I'm constantly fainting and faking meals in my home. The worst part is, I don't want to stop. and I won't give up till I'm skinny. I will continue until the number on the scale satisfies me. It's too bad, that kthe number is NEVER satisfying...