Wheel of Life

#love #relationship #tired

Those who are waiting to embarrass you will always find a reason.  If you find a person who has money, they will say that you are supported by a rich man.  If you find a person who has no money, they will say that you pay instead of getting paid. If you find a person that is old, they will say that you love your father. If you find a person that is young, they will once again say that an old cow eats young grass. If you find an ugly person, they will say that you have a unique vision. If you find a handsome person, they will pity you for naive superficial love that’s only for reputation. Even if you found the perfect person, in their hearts, they still expect your husband to overstep boundaries. Don’t need to care about the way others view you. The one you love, will love you unconditionally.  This is the happiest thing in this world. If you because of other person’s view, you let go of this fortune, then you are the most foolish person in this world.

10.24.2020  /  20:03

No matter what obstacles you face, the biggest enemy is yourself. As long as we can conquer our own fears, and overcome our weaknesses, we’ll definitely be able to clinch victory.

10.11.2020  /  21:35

I’ve fell in love. I’ve went on dates. But I’ve never been in a relationship. Could making a spontaneous decision leads to wrong decision? I don’t want to fall on a wrong person. I just don’t want. I don’t wanna get hurt. Every time I would question myself, what do I like about this person? I couldn’t answer and there’s nothing bad about this person. I just want a serious and genuine relationship.

09.26  /  20:53

No faith is better than wrong faith,  blind faith is better than no faith, and right faith is better than blind faith.

09.25  /  12:29

Time is ticking. Time is ticking. 1 year counting down. Well, 346 days to be exact. Where will I be heading? How I wished I could hear the answer. Only time will let me know. 

Tik Tock. Tik Tock.

09.24  /  21:59

Let’s not ask. Let’s not figure. Let’s not think. Let’s not expect. Let’s not hold onto. Let’s not force. Let it be.

I miss the old me. That smile, nice hair, make-up, dress up, funs.

I miss the old me - who’s passionate on what I do. Designs, photography, crafts, fashion.

I miss the old me - who likes to travel, looking for inspiration, discoveries.

I miss the old me - who enjoy great foods and drinks with friends. 

This is the now me. So much of slow down and laid back in life. Lost. Miserable. This has been 8 years. What do I need? Where do I start? I’m stuck. I’m looking for someone who’s willing to walk me out of this nightmare and go through a wonderful life. Is this person willing to help me find back where I’m lost? Is he willing to give time to it? I’ve waited long enough. I DO wanna be a successful woman - in every way I can - career, love, lifestyle, girlfriend, wife, friend, etc. But I need the right guidance, support and care. Does this person willing to share and care? Who will this person be? 

  09.14 /  13:19

Back in Uni days, I went to a house party with a friend. It was a great night. I met a guy and we talked none-stop. I don’t remember what we talked about but there’s just no full stop. It just connect. This guy is really nice, gentle and sweet. Unfortunately, he is gay. Honestly, I missed that moment so much. I’ve never met someone I could talk so much. I don’t really talk to be honest. Somehow, the water just spills! I wonder when will I ever meet someone like that, someone whom I can connect with, I can share my feelings, my burden, my love. I’m really looking forward to this day.

09.13 / 22:47

I was reading the ‘Calm Mind, Perfect Ease’ by Venerable Hsin Ting and came across the saying - The Buddha often taught us that our fate is controlled by ourselves and our future lives are also managed by us. We have absolutely no right to complain or blame others. 

This is my first tumblr. I’ve got a list of things I wanna spill out from my heart but I’m not sure how should I start or type. Hmmph..