i sometimes hate the feeling of not having anyone to go to when everything feels like too much

I bet having a hole drilled into your head feels really good for a second or so

every time I overexplain myself to a ridiculous extent I should just get shot

nice. i wish i was dead 

honestly the impact of frustration is seriously underestimated. like as an emotion i think it's not seen as intense as anger or despair or even joy or excitement. and yet being frustrated is the quickest route to meltdown. for me at least. there's something about how it's just got nowhere to go that makes it so overwhelming and unpleasant. and it gives you just contradictory responses to the situation can do you keep trying, do you get angry, do you cry and get upset do you throw up like what

Anything that brings me stress has no place in my life