Burning Libra

Losing my mind

Losing my friends

Losing my happyness

Losing my will to live

Losing my will to die

Everyone goes away at a point, they die, they find New friends, they losing themselfes, they go for fake or just Living apart. i just dont know what im doing. What do people who lost so much in life when theres no will to die and no will to live. nothing just sadness and thoughts over toughts, smoke some or taking some or drinkin some is not doing anything anymore. Trust issues over everyone. Is it me who is just over reacting some shit or is it me who just didnt get fast enough how corrupt, sad, fake, blind, ugly, beatiful, Shitty, unfair, horny, manipulativ and Self loving the world is?

Am i drowning or am i Falling?

My throat feels like its drowning, when i try to talk my heart feels stabbed, when i talk my body feels like im falling down from the sky when someone listen to me, my soul feels shot when another trust breaks

My head hurts the voices coming back, my emotions are dying again, im going blind....who is this in the mirror...idk