How long was i asleep?

It has been so long. I am sorry. Hell is real. Hell is real and it is here and I have walked through it.

Devoured and spit out like bacteria.

Yet, I have survived. I haven't had time to research, only survive....and hide.

Now is the time. I will resurface.

I will be more careful this time. This time this time this time this time

When i was little, I never feared God.

I did try, desperately to speak to him.

I waited and waited and he never replied.

Everyone else could hear him, why couldn't I?

When I was 9, I was attacked by hundreds of wasps.

The pain was like fire licking my entire body.

It killed me briefly.

In that time, I saw nothingness.

The only thing that brought me back was the medical staff and a well timed adrenaline shot.

I haven't spoken to God since.

Instead, I spill my thoughts into the void.

Tomorrow I will make art

Hello? Hello?

Finally...I've been trying to broadcast for weeks.

Another photo from the otherside.

"The door has always been open."

Hm.

I felt compelled to go into the door. I could smell fresh cut grass, but the fear on the horses faces told me to nope tf out.

The static made me sick.