Use me up until there's no more

I hope so too.  You’re very welcome.  Oh, not this time around, I won the best prize about 6 months ago so I’m good in that regard, but thank you.

I’m a little scared to ask?

ftf || 2/22

I don’t really want to get wasted. I just wanted to spend some time with you, maybe steal a kiss or two and get some cuddling in. We can still go to the club and you can dance all up in my business if you want.

I want to do what ever you want to do. If cuddling is what you want, then we can do that. I’m pretty sure you in a club would be hilarious, so yeah, we can probably skip out on that.

Do you, well that’s a very lucky you.  I hope you two have a very good time

I’m sure we will, sweets, but thank you. Did you win anything?

I love you too, Liam. I always will.

So, for this date. You really want to get wasted at the club? We can do whatever you want, it’s your night that you won.

Hey, don’t say that, okay? You’re great, amazing, and the bestest friend I’ve ever had. I wish I had half your confidence. You’re not afraid to be yourself and I admire you a lot for that. Nobody’s perfect, Liam. I’m a messed up kid too. It doesn’t make us not good enough.

I love you, Precious.

You don’t have to be sorry. As long as you’re okay that’s all that matter to me. If you ever need to talk to someone, I’m always here for you. I’m okay. Been feeling a little lost being on my own now, but it’s getting a little better.

I know, sweetness. You’re too good of a friend to be mine. I’m not good enough for you. Or anyone for that matter. Good. I mean, not good that you’re on your own, but also kinda because of that? I don’t know, it can be good not to rely on anyone but yourself. But if it gets too hard you know I’m always, always here. No matter how fucked I am.

I’ve really missed you, dork. Have you been okay?

I’m sorry, Precious, I tend to hide when I don’t know what the fuck to do or how to act or feel. But I’m good. Adjusting. Is it dumb of me to ask how you’re doing?

I was just about to say the same thing.

Really? I’m pretty sure they’re nothing compared to mine.