honestly, it’s quite a surprise to hyunhee that one has to physically audition to become an MC. her second go-around the process is smoother, but prior to debut she thought that the music shows reached out to the companies and hand picked who they liked. at the end of the day, not everything is fair. she’s sure that a handful of people hadn’t gotten their roles from just their audition (whether they had one at all) and perhaps there was a sizeable donation made to the music program.
conspiracy theories aside, her audition for sbs’ inkigayo went smoothly. the producers liked her, especially since she already had some hosting experience from her stint on sbs’ other music program, the show.
she waited anxiously for the results, but as soon as they were announced all hyunhee felt was joy. there’s been a hole in her heart that only performing can fill. since debuting as a model, there haven’t been many opportunities to fill that. when there are, however, she jumps at them.
she’s given the opportunity to have a special performance, and she thinks long and hard about what she wants to perform. hyunhee settles on yena’s smartphone, the melody addicting and fun. if she were to debut as a solo artist, she thinks that yena’s music would suit her. it’s not singing heavy, crazy high notes nowhere in sight. debuting a solely rapping is hard, something that took a while for her to realize. she hates singing in musicals, but singing on stage? she’s come around to it.
the other thing that hyunhee challenges herself this trimester with is song writing. finally, the opportunity to write for her favorite legacy entertainment girl group fabula arises. she’s over the moon at being included in the writing process, offering her insight on the melody and trying out the rap herself. she wonders who will get the parts she helped write. eunhye, maybe? there wasn’t a specific member she thought about when she put her pen to the paper writing these verses, thinking of all the members as badasses in their own right.
