lexi

i have no idea how to actually use tumblr properly at all and my page will be nothing but brainless shit where i dump bullshit but hey!

i really like a lot of different media! i'm autistic with ADHD and OCD as well as a heap of other disorders and chronic illness/pain - but i manage! i have a beautiful girlfriend named valerie that i would sell my soul and organs for if i had to, and she is my essence <3. probably going to use this sometimes and then abandon it, but ill talk projects, fashion, gaming, food, and school to name a few things! i like a lot of tv and movies (but i don't watch a lot), and mostly music and games. my hyperfixations are constantly changing, and what i post will usually be unpredictable !!

stuff about me!: i play a lot of games and work a lot. mainly play gta, fortnite, and the sims 4 - but my rotation varies. i also love lollipop chainsaw, red dead redemption 2, muse dash, groove coaster, project diva, guitar hero, bully, and the binding of isaac to name a few more games!

i'm a practicing witch as well as a satanist! no, i am not evil, and if you don't know what satanism *actually* is, don't interact with me! i don't tolerate ignorance ^_^. along with my practices i am a happily taken and committed lesbian to my longtime girlfriend, valerie! i am part of the alternative community under both goth and rave subcultures, and i have been raised on electronic music since i was a baby.

some artists i really like are bjork, daft punk, fefe dobson, avril lavigne, skrillex, goreshit, deadmau5, lady gaga, charli xcx, pendulum, nite jewel, imogen heap, theory of a deadman, nickelback, papa roach, headache, arca, SOPHIE, linkin park, kanye west, three days grace, i hate kate, stolen goods, the beatles, paul mccartney, destroid, knife party, feed me, etc.

i dj, write, cook/bake, and try and crawl my way through my final year in school - shits a pain in the ass. just trying to live my life and hopefully make it with my writing. i also make music! i do cover songs and was briefly an ambient producer, which i may get back into. i have had interest in making noise music as of late! what i listen to always fluctuates, and you can find some of my favvv genres underneath these hyperlinks! :> you can listen to my music here and valerie's here you can also read my writing here and here and valerie's is here

genres i LUV! ✮ noise, harsh noise ✮ neoclassical darkwave, dark ambient ✮ industrial, death industrial ✮ pop, synth pop, standards/oldies ✮ dubstep, brostep ✮ drum and bass, atmospheric drum and bass ✮ hardcore, gabber ✮ french house ✮ nu-metal, thrash metal, groove metal, death metal ✮ twee pop, jangle pop ✮ gothic rock, gothic metal ✮ punk, hardcore punk, post-punk ✮ alternative rock, grunge ✮ EDM, funky house, progressive house, festival house ✮ techno, acid techno ✮ happy hardcore ✮ breakcore, hard breaks, speedcore, mashcore, lolicore ✮ trance, IDM, electro house, psytrance ✮ hyperpop, deconstructed club, experimental, wonky, glitch ✮ pop-punk, pop rock, ska ✮ hip-hop, gangsta rap, west coast hip-hop ✮ avant-garde, art pop, downtempo ✮ EVEEERYYYTHINGGG!

kay i'll stop talking now! buh byeeee!! but check out my strawpage and my lastfm anndddd my twitter!

i have things to look forward to, and i need to stop letting my light be dimmed. i need to adjust and not let my depression stop me from being interested in almost anything at all.

i just want to live my happiest life! it’s the little things.

maybe the key to my happiness is just being kind. even when it’s hard, even when i want to act differently, being hostile never gets anyone anywhere’s at all - this is something that is always true.

i just hope to regain my spark.