โฐ ๏ฝฅ๏พ โ โ @levinmancer : โ Iโm sorry Leslieโฆ โ His voice breaks slightly as he fights back tears, his hand coming up to grasp the otherโs shoulder with what little remaining strength he has left. โ Iโm sorry I couldnโt beat themโฆ Iโm sorry I wasnโt strong enoughโฆ โ His voice breaks again as the strength is leaving him.
His body is growing colder to the touch and the light in his eye dims as he gives what little he has left to reassuringly squeeze Leslieโs shoulder. โ Goโฆ leave meโฆ go and win Leslie. I know you can do itโฆ โ
The world around him faded into a dull ringing , the clash of battle growing distant beneath the pounding of his heart .
Leslie's eyes widened in HORROR as Deiru's body began to give way beneath him . He lunged forward instinctively , catching him before he could hit the ground completely . His hands trembled as he lowered him carefully , desperately , as though being gentle could somehow STOP what was happening .
Why was he always the one being protected ?
His fingers wrapped tightly around Deiru's freezing hand , squeezing it as if he could force warmth back into it .
The words tore from his throat before he even realized he was SHOUTING .
โ Don't talk like that , you idiot ! You're not allowed to talk like that ! โ
His voice cracked violently He clenched his jaw so hard it hurt , squeezing his eyes shut against the tears threatening to spill.
โ Just stop talking ! Stop apologizing ! โ
But hearing Deiru's weakening voice only made the knot in his chest tighten .
The facets in his eyes fractured apart as tears finally broke free , streaming uncontrollably down his fac e. His breathing hitched . Every desperate breath felt like it was tearing him apart from the inside .
Deiru was getting colder .
& there was NOTHING he could do .
โ You were. . . ARE strong enough . . . โ he whispered , voice trembling . โ You always were . . . More than me . โ
His hands shook as he pulled Deiru against his chest , holding him there as though he could shield him from fate itself .
โ So don't you dare sit here & apologize . โ
For a moment he simply held him , trying to memorize everythingโsound of his friends voice , the warmth that remained , the simple fact that he was still here .
Then , with agonizing reluctance , Leslie lowered him back down .
โ I'll come back for you , okay ? โ
His voice barely held together .
โ So you better still be here when I do . That's an order . โ
He forced himself to stand , legs shaking beneath him . Every instinct screamed at him to stay , but Deiru's words echoed through his mind .
A shaky breath escaped him as his fists clenched . Deiru believed in him . Even now . Especially now .
Slowly , determination pushed through the grief burning in his chest.
โ You're wrong about one thing , Deiru . โ
He looked back ONE FINAL TIME , tears still falling freely .
โ I'm not winning this for me . โ His voice wavered .
โ I'm winning it for both of us . โ
Then he turned & ran toward the battlefield .
Toward the future Deiru had entrusted to him .
The words escaped in a broken whisper carried away by the wind .
โ Stay alive until I get back. . . โ