Fuck

kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc

At the end of the day, my thoughts on job hunting are that it's incredibly stupid how every fiber of our current socioeconomic structure is screaming that you MUST have a job and nothing else matters because you MUST be working and that's the only thing of true importance so never forget that you MUST have a job, and I'm like damn okay so I'd like a job, can I have one? And the answer is No

I never got over anything. I miss everyone and everything. nostalgia and grief kill me every day. oh and I also love going on walks.

i love objectifying & sexualising hard working athletic men. i wish shorter shorts upon them all amen

i feel like ive missed out on so much in life. i wish i had been born different. there’s so much grief in this feeling