letters from the grave

This emptiness is hard to live with... I don't think I can keep pretending I'm ok.

it isn’t fair. the way you’ve grown accustomed to pretending i’m not here. i miss you.

drinking makes it easier.

i will never be what you want. i'm so sorry.

i never understood why i wasn't good enough for you.

i cried so many times that it became normal to find makeup on my sleeves and mascara on my cheeks.

i didn't learn how to love the broken parts of me until you made it look natural.

eventually you realize that forever has an expiration date too.

i didn't think i was ugly until you never called me beautiful.

you're a good fucking person. this world doesn't deserve you.

one morning i woke up and just felt like it was the end.