It’s sad enough we can’t even survive anymore it’s bad enough that we can’t find love anymore it’s bad enough that I thought I was someone to you, but in all honesty I’m nothing. I don’t matter to you, I never did, it sucks it took me losing people to show me my worth show me why I am the way I am showed me that I’m better off without you and them, and I am better off.

I say this because you know you hurt me, you know what you did , you know that you took full advantage and I let you. But not anymore because I’m releasing the thought of you , the idea I had of you, the person who I believed you were no longer exist. And I’m totally fine with that. BECAUSE this isn’t the first time I’ve had to rebuild myself or my empire this isn’t going to the last time either. But guess what I’m doing it this time. I’m doing it for my future self because she knows her worth she knows what she deserves and baby you ain’t shit just another reminder of what I thought I needed versus what i thought I wanted. I thank God for removing those out of my way.

keep to yourself

Hey it’s me, Hi,

I’m the one who broke your heart

Into pieces.

It took me everything to walk away from your love.

I can’t not, can’t not take back what I stole from you.

I walked away from you the one who loved me.

The one who loved me.

Hey it’s me,

I’m the one who manipulated

You into falling in love with me.

Oh, it’s me, ohhh it’s me,

Who broke your heart, who

took you for granted, after all those chances.

It’s my fault , I didn’t deserve you, I don’t deserve you.

Some will say I am a narcissists, who hurt you!

I can’t believe this is goodbye.

Because I love you.

I don’t deserve you.

no I don’t deserve you.

I’m sorry that I hurt you.

I can’t take back my actions but I’m ready too change because I lost you. I lost you,

I still love you.

And I’m sorry, so sorry,

I put myself first, and you ignored it. I told you a ton of lies, and you felt for them, I sat there and made you cry for sometime. You saw the signs and you ignored them. I got off on your hurting , when I didn’t deserve you. I went into it blindly. I needed to lose you to find me. This dancing was killing us Slowly. you told me you hate me, and I believe you.

Yeah I made you hate me. I didn’t deserve you. I took you for granted and I showed it.

You gave me your all and I know it. I tore you down, now everyone knows it. I made you feel worthless and I didn’t know it. I can’t believe it, I needed you to lose me to hate me. I needed to lose you to love me, and you felt for it. Oh how I made you fall for it.

And now I’m forever regretting it.

And now I’m sorry for forever.

I don’t deserve you and I know it.

I still love you and I can show it.

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