You Deserve This.

I want it all to stop. I want any pain to go fuck itself. I want my expectations of others to chill. I want to be able to give out the same love I receive. I want to know I’m worthy of the love I give also. I want to lose my fear of relationships. I want to keep evolving. I want to keep forgiving. I want to stop all fantasies of how things could’ve been. I want to be respected. I want to respect. I want to let go. I want to listen to my gut when it’s screaming at me that whatever feeing isn’t being reciprocated. I want to treat people good. I want to be honest with myself. I want to keep pushing. I’m going to keep going. I’m not giving up. Even though some days, I fucking hate it here. And by here I mean earth.

what crowd? 😏 (at Rockefeller Center Christmas Tree) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrIiV37F9tA/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5xo0nvsvf35i

Okay, but isn't this artwork I made today such a look on clothing?! I've been a fan of the simpler designs lately. Unisex, colorful, greatness! 🌲🗻🌲 Let me know what ya think and if you want one on canvas/hoodie/sweatshirt/mug/etc you know I gotcha covered! (at New York, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bpk7w2QFnDM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1lh2znot8gc7s

September 30th, 1994🎈 (at Hudson River) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoWZA_Oj2fv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=m2psx1dxf0oq

sunkissed sissys ☀️ (at Nassau, Bahamas)