lethallinsworld

For several years people, a lot of them friend, have been calling me unsocial and boring cuz I tend to ignore phonecalls and texts. It doesn’t matter how many times someone calls, I will not answer. For this people get grumpy and complains that I’m rude for ignoring them.

I have these episodes, they can last for a week or maybe just a few hours, when I want to be left alone. I do not want to talk with anyone, no I am not depressed, I am not mean or rude, I just don’t want to communicate with people.

But then some says “but you talk to your bf”. Ofc I do, but he’s like the only one I can talk to during these episodes. I mean I avoid my mom sometimes.

One thing I’m curious about is if this is some kind of mental disorder thing. I already suspect that I have borderline but it dosen’t feel like it fits in that box.

Well...

Bye