I dont know what to do anymore
Sad music doesnt feel the same
Staying up all night feel the same
Starving doesnt feel the same
Drugs just dont work
I have no idea what im doing wrong i just want everything to end
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I dont know what to do anymore
Sad music doesnt feel the same
Staying up all night feel the same
Starving doesnt feel the same
Drugs just dont work
I have no idea what im doing wrong i just want everything to end

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Me: ooh !! Maybe Iāll weigh myself after my shower bc i wont have any clothes on
My brain: dont, you just weighed yourself yesterday
Me: i know,, but like why not
My brain: its just going to hurt you dont weigh yorself.
Me: but what if I lost weight !!
My brain: in what world would you have lost weight? You ate like shit yesterday and didnt even do your exercises. Youāre always going to be fat.
Me: .... damn bitch im jus trynna at least see
Hungry means skinny
do it for her
disclaimer: these are my thoughts, and only mine. you are enough okay?
think about her, she is beautiful, isn't she? she deserves someone as pretty as her. she deserves a skinny girlfriend.
someone who raises to the challenge.
maybe if you were prettier, thinner, she would be with you. work hard. for her and for you.
you can do it.
from me to me
Convincing myself to break fast and eat dinner because ive plateaud is the hardest thing ive ever done

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Please send me meanspo and thinspo. I really need the motivation right now
I love starving. I dont deserve food. Its uncomfortable and sometimes painful how my stomach growls but i deserve it. I cant wait to see the bones in my hands and ribs i want to starve
When you finish a set and lean on something to stop from passing out
Every like is 10 crunches
Someone please tell me to do my workouts today ): i feel so unmotivated from yesterday,,,
My ed when i eat 60 calories

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I feel so gross ugh. I had to break my fast because my dad cooked dinner and i already said i wasnt hungry last night. I had 238 calories and i feel so gross. It could have been worse because i tried to keep my serving small and I didnt have a pepsi but it doesnt matter because ill always stay fat if i cant starve myself
The way your stomach growls when theres only water š„“š
I know its not a huge change but this is the lowest ive been in years and i just really needed to post it somewhere. Im so hard on myself but im really.... happy. Next 5lbs down the 10lb then 40 š
Day 3 of fast, on hour 57 and my workouts are complete! I didnt drink enough water yesterday so my weight has stayed the same but im still sticking with the fast because if i keep it up I think i can reach my first goal weight š„°
I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat. I will not eat.

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Iām so excited to lose 10 L bees
How do you guys track the calories you lose, or is that not a thing? I just want to know what # i need to stay under :(