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Without fail, every time a woman is talking about how she does not want to have children and never wants to be pregnant and how medical professionals, romantic interests and family members keep trying to bulldoze her decision and keep expecting her to change her mind because motherhood is something that is expected of all women and it is abhorrent to think a woman could not desire it, a random mother spawns in the comments to be like “Well, actually, you never know! I didn’t want children and then I got pregnant and I realized I love being a mama and I have five little babies now! Could happen to you! 🥰”
Sister, keep that to yourself or make your own goddamn post, you are ignoring that woman’s central concern and belittling her, you don’t even think you’re doing it. Formerly childfree women who ended up having children and loving it are like detransitioners in the sense that there is nothing inherently wrong with changing your mind about having children or realizing you were mistaken about your gender identity but immediately weaponizing your indecision to tell people that the barriers to healthcare and the violations of their bodily autonomy and the way society ignores that person’s wishes is actually okay because you were wrong. Some people do know themselves.
it also makes me doubt how happy they actually are with having the kids why do you feel the need to broadcast you've changed your mind and are happy now just be happy no need to be a missionary for making more babies those are not yours chill
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Especially the last one!
ever since i was a child ive had a headache

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i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep
God, I love a genuinely good romance. Even only three episodes in, The Edge of Horizon is showing us that it's not just a love story happening with a revolution in the background. It’s that the romance is completely tied to a political and personal transformation. Their bond has to be earned because their entire world has to shift first.
The revolution isn't functioning as a cheap dramatic backdrop or a plot device to throw them together. It’s the actual mechanism that makes a truly equal relationship possible. Honestly, that is such a stronger use of a historical setting than stories where a revolution is just there to add aesthetic danger or angst.
A lot of romance writing tries to resolve massive class inequalities by having a character hand-wave it away (“I don’t care if you’re royalty”) or by making the powerful character so nice that the power dynamic magically disappears. But in this show, love doesn't just transcend social reality by narrative fiat. It’s written as something that can only fully bloom once the characters have genuinely transformed themselves and, in doing so, changed the world around them.
Even without knowing the exact ending, the narrative patterns here are incredibly strong.
Are the constant reminders about class and status deliberate? Absolutely.
The show isn't just repeating this to explain why their romance is forbidden, it's actively building the ideological world that the coming revolution is about to tear down. Just look at what the characters are saying. Prince Chat tells him to know his place because he's a servant. Phob's mother insists the prince is "above" him, calling him "the sky" and begging Phob not to drag him down. Even the prince's father frames it as an institutional betrayal: "You repaid my kindness by touching my son." These aren't just isolated insults; they are a direct reflection of the deeply ingrained worldview of absolute monarchy Siam.
Honestly, under the traditional absolute monarchy, hierarchy wasn't just a social rule. It was treated as the literal natural order. A prince wasn't just a rich guy; he was born into a sacred rank that demanded total reverence.
That’s why the metaphor "the prince is the sky" is so vital to the story. The sky and the earth can never be on the same level. When Phob falls in love, the narrative problem isn't primarily about two men being together; it’s about someone from the lower tier daring to cross a sacred, institutional boundary. The series keeps repeating this class friction because it needs the modern audience to feel the sheer, suffocating impossibility of equality before the 1932 revolution turned Siamese society upside down.
Is Phob trying to level up his social class by running off to study in France?
Psychologically? He is definitely trying to. Politically? It’s tragic, because it’s still not enough. Just look at his options after he gets beaten and humiliated: he could have completely disappeared. Instead, he chooses the ultimate flex: he studies like crazy, bags a scholarship, moves to France, gets highly educated, and climbs the ranks to become an officer. It’s a classic response to being degraded by the elite: "If my birth makes me inferior, then I will simply make myself exceptional."
But here’s the heartbreak of living in an absolute aristocracy: no matter how many degrees or medals he collects, he still can't magically acquire royal blood. Achievement doesn't erase birth. His French education probably started as a desperate attempt to close the distance between him and the prince, but eventually, he realizes something way more dangerous: the distance itself is entirely made up. That is a massive, revolutionary shift in his mindset.
Does France change him? Does he come back wanting revolution?
Historically? Absolutely. Siamese students sent to Europe during this era were essentially hit over the head with ideas like constitutionalism, citizenship, equality before the law, and meritocracy. These were the exact ideas that fueled the Khana Ratsadon (the People’s Party) to launch the 1932 Revolution.
So if Phob studies in France and comes home running with the People's Party... oh, that is 100% intentional on the writers' part. It means his political journey is mirroring his emotional one.
Think about the scale of that character growth. He goes from: "I want to become worthy of him" to "No one should be born above anyone else." Talk about an absolute, revolutionary glow-up!
Does the revolution make their happy ending realistic?
Ironically... yeah, it actually does. Or at least, it makes it way more realistic than it ever was before.
Think about it: before 1932, they were fighting a losing battle against the entire system: the prince/commoner gap, the palace hierarchy, the absolute monarchy itself, noble duties, and family honor. After 1932, sure, princes and the royal family still exist. But the actual political backbone of the country shifts overnight. The new constitution limits royal power, and the whole concept of equal citizenship starts gaining real ground. Your birth tier no longer dictates your absolute political meaning. Obviously, that doesn’t magically cure classism or social prejudice, but it completely removes the heaviest structural roadblock. The story is using this incredible parallel: as the entire nation changes, it opens the door for these two people to change their lives, too.
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This is where the writing gets incredibly smart. The political layer of the romance directly mirrors the crisis of Siam itself.
Old Siam insists: Everyone has a fixed, permanent place.
The Revolution declares: People are citizens, not subjects.
Because of this, the love story and the political struggle are asking the exact same question in two different ways. The romance asks: Can love exist between unequals? The revolution asks: Can a nation exist without an inherited hierarchy?
Let's look at the ideological layer of their dynamic.
Prince Tin represents inherited legitimacy; he never chose to be born into royalty.
Phob represents merit; everything he achieves comes from his own grit and effort.
The central conflict becomes Birth vs. Achievement, the exact ideological tension that sits at the heart of almost every constitutional revolution around the world.
On a psychological level, Phob’s core wound isn't about being rejected, it's about being humiliated. He’s spent his whole life being told he is fundamentally lesser, which creates a mountain of internalized shame. At first, throwing himself into his studies is just a way to outrun that shame.
The real shift happens when he joins the revolution. That’s the milestone where he finally stops trying to prove himself individually to the elite. Instead of begging for a seat at their table, he decides to break the table entirely. It’s a beautifully executed, profound psychological evolution.
Honestly, Prince Tin is just as trapped as anyone else. People always look at the royal privilege, but princes in these dramas have virtually no autonomy. He doesn't get to choose who he loves, who he marries, or what his duty requires of him. His royal identity is imposed on him by birth just as restrictively as Phob’s lower status is on his. They are both completely institutionalized prisoners of the hierarchy, just looking at it from opposite ends.
The writers are being so clever with how they're pacing this. Instead of throwing a bunch of political speeches at us right away, they make the audience deeply feel the weight of the hierarchy first. We have to sit through the reverence, the rituals, the violence, the humiliation, and that impossible social distance before we even hear whispers of rebellion.
Doing it this way ensures the revolution doesn't feel abstract; it feels emotionally necessary. We already completely get why someone like Phob would believe the system needs to change. In terms of scriptwriting, the romance is a perfect microcosm of the nation. The separation of the lovers directly reflects the rigid social order of the absolute monarchy, meaning the approaching 1932 revolution isn't just a convenient historical backdrop. It’s the actual narrative force that makes a different future conceivable for them.
Obviously, this isn't to say that the revolution occurred simply to facilitate their romance. Rather, the revolution directly challenges the premise that birth should dictate a person's intrinsic worth. It is precisely this ideological shift that makes their relationship /thinkable/ in a way it never could have been previously. While the series' final resolution will inevitably depend on how it balances historical accuracy with romantic storytelling, our viewing so far indicates that the political and emotional arcs are deliberately intertwined rather than merely coincidental, an execution that is a definitive 10/10 in my book.
in grade 12 we were reading romeo and juliet and we were at the romantic-ass balcony scene and this hot girl in the class volunteered to read juliet’s parts and i put up my hand to volunteer for another part and the teacher goes ‘oh do you want to be the nurse, amanda?’ and i was like ‘no i wanna be romeo’ and the hot girl swiveled around in her seat to give me a Look™
she and i later ended up making out at a bunch of parties in university lmfao
in retrospect this moment was absolutely pivotal to my butch awakening but it was also just a lesbian power move
I too got a girlfriend over this play. In grade 10, I was reading the balcony scene to study with two other people (one guy and one beautiful girl) and I insisted point blank I had to read as romeo, because he had the most lines and I’m a dramatic little shit.
So the other two in my group are used to my antics by now. We’re all friends, so the pair of them decide that the one guy in our group gets to be the nurse. Now, my Juliet and I have been friends for a couple months by this point, so I decide to be a little more dramatic.
We put Juliet on a spinny chair, and pump it up as tall as it goes, and my baby, closeted lesbian ass crouches on the floor, ready to be as melodramatic as possible. Like, I’m about to do a rendition that makes William himself walk into the class and tell me to take it back a notch or twelve.
And then I look up.
And holy shit.
There she is, Juliet, haloed in the worst fluorescent light known to mortals across the globe. Light just streaming down around her, that weird off-green colour that it always is. And she’s the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen. My little gay soul is barely holding on as the words barely leave my lips, breathlessly. “But soft… what light from yonder window breaks?”
And Juliet was the sun. Romeo was not exaggerating that line at all.
Juliet and I have also been together for more than 4 years now. She’s every bit as spectacular as she was when I was a lovestruck teenage Romeo, kneeling on the yellowed linoleum floor of second block english.
EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING
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“no feedists in fat liberation” really echoes “no kink at pride” sentiment to me. feedists and freaks have been in both the fat and queer liberation movements since the beginning. the founder of the first fat acceptance organization, naafa (founded just 2 weeks after the stonewall riots), was a self proclaimed ‘fat admirer’ who wanted to create a better world for his fat wife. not to credit a thin white man for the legacy of fat lib, really the more influential figures branched off of naafa were the fat underground: politically radical, fat lesbians who had regular retreats & were very open about fat sexuality. we had the gay chub/chaser scene which originated with girth & mirth in new york and san francisco the 1970s, some of the first spaces where fat men could feel accepted and be desired openly. for as long as there’s been positive ideas about fat, there have been people who love it.
#as a fat butch dyke #i want to feel desired #and i don't want people to have to step on eggshells and want me the right way #so basically i want kink at pride #feedists at fat lib #and freaks and weirdos on either side of me #honestly imo saying feedists don't belong in fat lib feels a lot like saying lesbians can't be a part of feminism
Chinese giant salamander (娃娃鱼) a.k.a ‘baby fish’ due to the sound they make that sounds like a baby crying.
The Chinese giant salamander is one of the largest salamanders and one of the largest amphibians in the world. It is fully aquatic and is endemic to rocky mountain streams and lakes in the Yangtze river basin of central China.
The Chinese giant salamander is considered to be a "living fossil". Although protected under Chinese laws, its population has faced severe declined over the last 70 years and is currently (2022) listed as threatened. There are evidence indicating that the Chinese giant salamander may be composed of at least five cryptic species, further compounding each individual species' endangerment.
Here is a video of a 200-year-old Chinese giant salamander that was found in a cave.
yeah it actually 100% looks like this botnet is ran by some terfs who are running very weak cover for themselves
part of this is that they are trying to get people to screenshot or respond to the more vile shit they're saying so they can report us for that content so staff can play that whole game where a victims blog gets termed because "well obviously that vile content cant be on the site" when you're clearly documenting someone elses behavior
block:
resilient-radical
virtualcremefem
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vesperterf
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meggriffin24
furiosa-femininst
2lazy-2die
All terfs anyway
It looks like the idea here is to implicate trans women in all of this by spamming some messages that are at best trans themed (and very obviously sound like how a terf acts like trans women talk) which might have worked better if they didnt constantly attack trans women with it
also block mellowclaritystalker who seems to be some sort of nexus point in all this
#was happy to see i had most of these blocked but definitely not all#also if you have the time it is really worth when you go to these blogs to block#just going down the first page and also seeing what other terfs are in the posts/comments#you can hit a lot of birds with one stone this way#terfs#blocklist
if youre in the US (especially the northeast + michigan) i would avoid bagged salads/greens and generally wash your produce very thoroughly unless you want the diarrhea parasite
Michigan is experiencing its largest outbreak of a parasitic infection that causes severe diarrhea. Nearly 1,000 people have been diagnosed
this is not life-threatening, but also who wants weeks of diarrhea and a fucking parasite in them lol. if you suspect you've already had this and it's passed, i would see a doctor. you might need an antiparasitic anyway. if you're actively sick, see a doctor and they might be able to prescribe medication to help you get over it faster.
try to avoid eating raw vegetables, scrub fruit with a produce brush and rinse thoroughly with water. again, don't bother with premade greens or bagged salads. if you buy lettuce, remove the outer 2-3 layers of leaves.
there are UNVERIFIED rumors that the greens have been linked to a company that sources to taco bell. some locations have been actively pulling fresh ingredients like lettuce, avocado, and pico de gallo to mitigate the threat, so i would avoid any products from them just in case. considering how vast supply chains are, i'd be wary of any fast food greens in general for now.
further tips from an immunocompromised person obsessed with food safety:
- wash and then cook your vegetables. air fry, bake, sautee, deep fry, whatever to 165F
- if you really want a salad, get locally farmed veg from the farmers market and wash VERY thoroughly. if the farm has info about their labor practices, even better. workers' safety keeps us safe too
- you can blanch some greens too but this isn't as safe as cooking thoughly
- wash your hands thoroughly before & after prepping raw vegetables
- avoid cross contamination in your kitchen from raw vegetables. act like it's raw chicken
negative self talk IS unproductive and painful for you and often those around you. but like every other post that talks about this is like “yeah it makes you an exhausting and burdensome person to be around and if you don’t stop now everyone in your life will abandon you. Also I personally hate you for it”. and it’s like hey hi hello. basically the theme of all my negative self talk is that I’m an exhausting and burdensome person to be around and that everyone in my life will soon abandon and hate me. so like haha what’re we doing here? are you going to provide any actionable advice for how to get out of this habit, or just tell me that I’m Doing Bad And Wrong And Must Suffer For It?
Anyway. If you struggle with negative self-talk I feel for you. It’s hellish, and it’s not something that can just be bludgeoned out of someone by telling them it sucks. We know! I’m not out of the weeds just yet by a long shot, but here’s some of the stuff that’s been helpful for me:
Fake it til it’s real: cliche, I know! but it really has helped for me, even though it makes me suuuuper uncomfortable at times. but literally tell yourself that you’re super charismatic and sexy and everyone loves you. or whatever version of that feels good for how you’d like to be seen. it’s gonna feel silly and untrue for a really long time, but it helps!
Reframe: I struggled to phrase this one, but what I mean basically is like… taking that notion of “hey negative self-talk sucks for the people around you too” and turning it into “wow, it is kind of mean to my friends to just assume they’re lying when they say they love me. I don’t want to be mean to my friends. I’m going to take the risk of trusting them”. Try not to go too far in the direction of “oh god I’m being mean to my friends” and stay on the path of “I want to and CAN do right by them”
Separate from it: I like to kind of act like my negative self talk is something of a different entity from me. Your mileage may vary on this one. I was a really mean really sad teenage girl once, and for me that kind of feels like the place the negative self talk comes from. So instead of being like “I guess I just hate myself and always will”, I can be like “I have this wounded inner child who is lashing out. I’m going to be gentle with her, but I’m also not going to listen to the things she tells me we are, because she is 16 and hasn’t experienced anything good yet.”
This is far from a comprehensive list but this post is getting long—feel free to add on if you have any tactics that have worked especially well for you!
A quick additional idea for separating from it: shift to internal language that doesn't immediately imply it's true! If you notice yourself thinking of "All my friends are sick of me", rephrase it as "I just had the thought that all my friends are sick of me." Say both out loud, it sounds like nothing but there's a legit difference in how easy the second one is to set aside.

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Alina Cojocaru and Matthew Ball rehearsing Marguerite and Armand
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