You have to treat yourself. Life is too short to deprive yourself of things. 

I lost someone special to me, too. Her name was Costia. She was captured by the ice nation, whose queen believed she knew my secrets. Because she was mine… they tortured her, killed her, cut off her head. I’m sorry. I thought I’d never get over the pain, but I did. How? By recognizing it for what it is… weakness.

I love you, I love you, in this life and all the others I’ll love you.

#otp: artistic left titty

“will you betray her?” “never”

One day, you will stumble upon someone who will start a fire in you that cannot die. However, the saddest, most awful truth you will ever come to find–– is they are not always with whom we spend our lives

But then she came along, And brought out something, I haven’t seen in so long. (x)

Don’t be so hard onyourself, You weren’t always likethis. I know you have to pretend, That you’re heart is cold And your skin is thick. And where you are, Is where you’ve trained to be. It’s just so hard to watch over, Such a cruel leader when you where Such a kind lover to me.   But then she came along, And brought out something, I haven’t seen in so long.   She lights you up like I did. She makes you fight like I did, She makes you love like I did. She’s took your heart like I did, She’s took a part like I did, She’s fallen in love like I did. Only I can’t have you anymore.   And oh, how much you have changed, No longer the little grounder girl I knew. Oh, how far you’ve came, With thousands of our people counting on you. I remember our winter nights, We would watch the December sun. Yet here I am, a ghost by your eyes, Whilst you’re fighting guns with guns, Fighting the person you’ve become.   But then she came along, And brought out something in you, Something I hadn’t seen in so long.   She lights you up like I did, She makes you fight like I did, She makes you love like I did. She’s took your heart like I did, She’s took a part like I did, She’s fallen in love like I did. Only I can’t have you anymore.   I hear your prayers at night, You ask what I would do if I was there, What would I do? You can’t feel my hand on your shoulder, You can’t hear me whisper, I’m proud of you.   But she lights you up like I did, She makes you fight like I did, She makes you love like I did. She’s took your heart like I did, She’s took a part like I did, She’s fallen in love like I did.   Only I can’t have you anymore.

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Mockery is not the product of a strong mind, Leksa. | Whenever Lexa and Costia had a serious conversation Lexa would always try to lighten the mood with innuendos. inspired by @diswickedtonguesays’s ask.

You’ll be the death of me, Leksa. “And you of me, Costia.”  | In which Costia recalls how terrified Lexa was and remembers how afraid she was for her too.

Her name was Costia.

Two times Costia was mentioned aka two times Lexa blamed herself.