In a World of My Own

(no beers in) So how do you perceive me in the privacy of your thoughts

I hate when I get two problems in a row. They’re all gonna think I’m making it up.

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

gonna be honest i don’t know how many more ‘enter the 6 digit code we sent to your phone’s i got left in me

yeah i couldn’t be trusted with a penis id get hard from the way the sun shines through the leaves and everyone would hate me

maybe I like talking about the weather okay…… it’s not awkward to me. we’ve both been outside today and the sun and clouds were there too, let’s discuss.

so the childhood yearning to live in a fantasy world just never goes away huh

i could never handle immortality not because of any existential reasons but because i know itd make my procrastination so much worse. catch me putting off tasks for decades. catch me putting off tasks for centuries. what do you mean that movie ive been meaning to get around to became lost media 40 years ago. what do you mean that landmark ive been meaning to visit has been eroded. oooh i got PLANY of time..............

“no one’s ever mad at me unless they tell me so” is the best assumption i’ve ever made

Ohhh that last addition opens my eyes in a big way, thank you.

you ever crave something you can't have? ssssshut up about your ex i mean i want grilled cheese but im scared of the stove

"do it scared" this "do it tired" that. well no one ever talks about the fucking insurmountable "do it with greasy hair"

absolutely hate it when I wake up tired like what the fuck did I lie unconscious for

i bring a "technically i could do this tomorrow" energy to things that tomorrow me really resents

Submitting myself to the terrifying ordeal of hope