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@leftbecuaseidontfeelsafeanymore
Not naming any names because I don't support witch hunting and I don't want anyone going after them but I'm leaving and its someone on here's fault.
I know you won't see this but literally fuck you. What in the world did I do to you
Leaving this blog up for anyone it mattered too but ill be reposting the images I created on a new blog
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Guess who just got told that my boundaries
The little self respect I have
The most I can do to look out for myself without feeling selfish or stupid
Are bullshit
What am I supposed to do
What do you want from me
reblog to take the person you reblogged from to the aquarium
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I wish I could cope without feeling lazy and worthless but escapism is one hell of a drug
All I want is to fucking believe someone is worried about me. That someone will cry if I go. My life would have meaning in that person who loved me.
But everyone who loved me is gone
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Lie to me
Look me in my eyes and tell me I am worth a damn thing. That someone loves me. That someone will listen to me and through listening, keep me safe.
Just tell me there's someone who wants to keep me from getting anymore scars
Babe the only reason I haven't cut myself this month is because my only blade is gonna give me tetanus if I do so much as look at it
A long time ago I saw this thing on Bing that was like "God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers" and at this rate I think my generation is ready to overthrow God
Random bit of positive amidst the chaos my blog has been lately but I looked in the mirror and felt really nice about my body.
Hate it from a side view but from the front I actually felt really happy seeing myself
Random and weird ik but I've always struggled with my body image and self esteem so for this to come out if nowhere caught me off guard, but in a good way :)
Oh god I just remembered that this day ended up going to shit
Poor old me
I just need someone to hold me and tell me everything is gonna be ok
I feel like I'm collapsing
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Made a big thing of these that I relate to
Credit to TraumaUserBoxes
No matter what I do
I can't find a day of rest
I can't even bring myself to eat
You make me so sick
A big phat vent I'm really tired
I am well aware that the abuse I'm put through is not my fault
But sometimes I wonder
If I could be better.
If I could be just what my mom wanted of me
If I could make her proud of me
If I could make her happy.
But is it bad that I want to be happy to?
I dont want to feel like I'm sacrificing my own personal needs just to keep her happy
And she shouldn't have to do that for me
I wish I could just be she wanted and be perfectly content with that
As if I had always been her perfect
I wish I could have no idea of what she really was
Becuase.I would have never provoked her
And that was just the way I was naturally
I wish I could've been all she wanted from the start
That I never got this bad
That I was just happy and a good kid
So that she could be happy and a good mom
I know there's things that will never change about her
I just wish I could change
I just wish I could make her happy
I wish I wasn't me
I wish I was this perfect little child who did whatever without needing to be told or asked. Without having to be yelled at. That I could just go my whole life without ever making my mom mad because I washer perfect
Becuase I made her happy
Because I made her proud
Becuase I was the child she wanted
I am not some weak little punching bag
I know how to fight you
I won't give you the satisfaction of looking me in the eyes and seeing tears
I know that I can be strong
I won't let you win
You won't drag me down to hell with you
I will get out of here someday
And I will never
Let you hurt me again
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AHAHAJJAJJAD AHHHH FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU I WISH YOU NEVER FUCKING GAVE BIRTH TO ME I HATE YOU SO MUCH
GET RID OF ME
FUCKING DO IT IF IM YOU THINK IM A BAD KID BECUASE I FUCKING KNOW THAT I AM BUT FOR SOMEREASON YOU GET MAD WHEN I SAY IT YOU GET MAD AT EVERY FUCKING THING THAT I DO AND I HATE IT I HATE YOU
I WISH I COULD JUST GO WITHOUT LOVING YOU AT ALL! I WISH I DIDN'T CARE. I FUCKING HATE YOU AND JUST TELL ME YOU FUCKING HATE ME ALREADY! DO IT! HURT ME! FUCKING DO IT! I WANT SAY A THINK ABOUT IT TO ANYONE I WONT DO A DAMN THING ABOUT IT BESIDES FIGHTING YOU VERBALLY! JUST FUCKING DO IT
I KNOW YOU WANT TO
SHOW ME YOU FUCKING HATE ME ALREADY
I WISH YOU WERENT MY MOM
I WISH I WAS NEVER EVEN FUCKING BORN
I get it. Thinking that you haven't been hurt "enough" by your mom or dad sucks. It's like be that type of parent that comes home drunk, kicks the kid out of your home and that somehow ends up being your fantasy. But just know, your parents have hurt you enough already. That hurt is indirect, and that's exactly why we kids have mixed feelings for our family members. Do they hate us enough or is it just a phase? It sucks. The feelings suck, everything sucks. You can't leave them because you care too much an dthats exactly why we want our parents to be so bad that they kick us out instead.
@pastelmaggots all the love to you π
Honestly Im on the verge of just giving up
I can't can't keep doing this
I can't keep doing this until I'm 18
I want her fucking gone
