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Being in a relationship is hard. I genuinely love my partner but I end up starting arguments because I seem to overthink things and feel like things aren’t going well.

It could be literally anything.

At it’s because I think they’re responding really dry and don’t seem to care about my side of life, at times I think they’re being unfaithful, at times I feel like they’re being fake to me.

I genuinely feel almost all of the time I haven’t been overthinking till today where my partner’s friend texted me because I asked them about my partner, if my partner is awkward around her.

And I was wrong…she told me that she has never seen someone so in love with anyone in her life implying that my partner loves me so so so much.

If you were to ask me do I believe her I do because my partner could just really a bad tester and after all this is their first relationship.

I love my donut and I really deep down believe that my donut is good at heart and it’s just me overthinking. Looking back at things I feel horrible having put my partner through such arguments saying that they’re dry, calling them immature not knowing how to love and calling them selfish. And the best part is that he always listens to my issues about him and always try to change for me and always stuck with me all the way.

I feel so horrible as a person. I thought I was loving and caring but I’m doing the opposite for him.

I’m gonna work on myself and be better for my donut.