Ramblings of a Lebanese Toaster

I’m sorry you’re going through this. Sending you love. ❤️ we’ve talked about your kitties so much, I know what they mean to you.

Thank you. You definitely met me at an extra-crazy-cat-lady chapter lol because Luna was already sick, so I was catering to her every need. I've been spoiling her for months. And I really doubled down the past few weeks too

@jobethdalloway replied:

Oh, my gosh I’m so sorry 💜💜 🫂 there is nothing like the love of a cat. Pets are family and I’m so sorry you’re going through this loss

*sigh* thank you, they really do find a way into your heart, don't they?

@flyingflesheater replied:

💜

My cat is dying. It’s such a weird thing to say. You go from “she’s really sick” and knowing that even with treatment, this cancer only ends one way. To… can she make it till Monday, so we can go to her favorite vets to put her down?

I started writing this last night. It’s Monday now. We made it. It was a hard night. We have an appointment at 5:30pm with one of her favorite vets. And in the meantime, she’s got a fresh dose of steroids in her system, the sun is shining, and she’s having a good day. She’s on a supervised chipmunk stakeout and she’s already given chase to TWO. She’s living her best life.

This is a cat who walked 30 feet last night and all but melted into the floor from pure exhaustion and then hardly moved for two hours. A cat that’s hardly eaten in days. Barely drank all day yesterday. She finally had a few good drinks last night, which probably helped. But she was starting to have some trouble breathing last night.