The last few months have been literally insane. Starting in August, I’ve been dealing with the worst pelvic pain, misdiagnoses, way too many prescription drugs, over $1000+ in doctor’s appointments/treatments, and too much weight lost due to stress (I am currently a shocking 100 lbs, which is the thinnest I’ve ever been since college). I would go as far as to say these two months have been the worst two months of my entire life lmao no exaggeration. Feeling like your body is betraying you out of nowhere for NO reason is no joke. I’m not even completely healed yet either because I’m dealing with ANOTHER infection from the hormone medication I have to use for 3 fcking months, but I’m REALLY hoping I never have to deal with this ever again. I’m not sure my anxiety/mental health can handle it.
But speaking of mental health, I’ve been doing a lot of self-reflecting lately. It’s probably due to the fact that I’m almost 30 soon (terrifying) and hanging out with friends who are 5 or 6 years younger than I am, but it has really made me realize how far I’ve come in my own journey. I have grown a SHIT ton and that is a FACT lmao. I feel like cutting out people who brought more negativity than positivity into my life has been a big indicator that I’m actually growing a lot (cough cough SL and DA). I no longer want to be PATIENT enough to deal with drama or FORGIVING enough to be disrespected multiple times, and I’m absolutely loving it. That not only applies to friendships but also to relationships.
I’m also realizing that energy is currency. I feel like I kept thinking that I was always reaching out to people first or initiating everything and that’s absolutely not the way it has to be. So from now on, I’m trying to reciprocate energy instead of putting in wayyyy more than other people are giving me. It has to be a fair trade, otherwise how it is a genuine friendship?
These realizations are all something that I am incredibly proud of. Basically, if something costs me my peace, it’s just too expensive.
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In a strange place in my life where everything good is finding its way to me on its own, just falling into my lap somehow someway. Things DEFINITELY happen for a reason. I’m embracing more and more that what’s mine will be mine and that what doesn’t happen is simply just not meant for me.
Besides the fact that I’m pretty sure I’m dealing with long covid symptoms, the rockiness of the past few weeks has settled. Thank god bc spiraling is never fun.
Anyway, I feel veryyyy ready to enter a new chapter.
Goals for 2022:
-become more financially literate
-book something onscreen
-continue to work on improving my skin
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