By: Leroy Devon Bean

I need quiet Perfect clouds and smooth vibin Catch me writing and 3rd eye open Sublime messages in my lining I reap what i sow, my scythe cut throat But i can save you with a couple tight quotes You rather save feelings than say no Before i choke, i’ll cut ties And never follow suit I got a 6th sense Peeping the walking death of ignorance With this pen, I'll give the lesson Good Samaritan stressin you receive this blessin My payment is the reception of the message to recycle wisdom on to my plate for tasting

So here, taste it...

In the valley of my soul I find the shadow of doubt Haunted by that flicking light of faith I fear the uncertainty of its demise Cuz i haven't paid much attention to my energy I mean no ones home anyway I have been too caught up in my indecisiveness Stuck at the fork in my path I have never left in my right mind PTSD from these missions I search deep in my mind for peace But i always come to the surface ready for war So many mirriors in this field that match my silhouette But not a living breath that fights next to me I've spent so much time fighting myself I need time to rest Body separate from mind Because my dreams are as well alive They attack my subconscious They are afraid i have realized my true self That i hate me, that i'm not me, no exclusivity I am slave to all trending influences My body follows the sharpest suit But my mind still stuck at the fork trying to figure out which path is right While the rest of me wanders towards the light

but is the the level of brightness always mean safety...

She wants to be liked From instagram, Twitter, and Facebook All those “like my status” repost She's the social type Her social life consist of telling 10 sec of her story at a time Retweeting all status that apply She be like, ignore for Satan And like for God As if that ultimatum could make em Believe You not a believer because you scrolled passed you a heathen She believes in... Repost and you'll find love in 20min

If he don’t post a pic of you then y’all relationship ain’t legitimate Like 10 of my pictures and ill give you a shout out when you finish Tag me in yo pic so me and my friends can group rate and talk shit about you niggas I need a witness... For every freaky status and thirst trap, but let even a naive respectful nigga slide in them DMs because he's been tempted and uhh she flipping, swerving, curving niggas like acrobatics As a matter of fact, she screen shot'n dat ass Just to make the memory last of putting yo ass on blast She has no chill But she lives to be liked All those traps she blast you for... Are all ammo in her ego She needs for someone to comment on her status Illustrating attention with her problems on fb She's at it again… Being so passive aggressive and after she took a laxative for her emotions, she becomes open, spilling all her personal shit on social networks floor Just to ignore people's advice Then hop right back on get live Social networks are her vices And she doesn't realize what a real social life is…

You are like the sunlight with a bright sky and perfect Toy Story clouds when I'm high in the day time You are the type that if i must lie, I lie in bed with This love will be securely hitched The only thing I have stolen is your heart Just so that I could return your love and more If i cheat, it won't be with some girl, who's heart i have no intentions on loving more than yours But with death So that i could be with you forever and ever You are rest, a stress reliever, i take sips of you to stay intoxicated off your essence, i need her I can't stay sober I can't take 2 A's I'd never learn my lesson I'd fail for you over and over But still learn from my mistakes with you If you take it to far its over Yet i trust in You Perseverance is like the glue With a little patience adhesive we so smooth It could all be so simple We are 2 trains on the same thought written with the same pencil Like 2 pages in the same book We been in each others library and we kow what section to check in to find that right spot We hooked off the same blurred line So they will never get the message That's why these chicks so dry, and these men are so thirsty But you keep me hydrated You are that ice cold glass of water that you brought me when i got done hooping So refreshing I've always had a taste for this But they must’ve missed the recipe 

They never made it the exact way that you did

Ima a poet and been tryna express in letters But nobody hit me with that note like you did Singing hymns of sweet everything's that i want to hear You make everything so clear for me You turned me from boy to man Now i understand the rain So come on baby let's go get wet Take this trip with me Leave your Baggage You don't have to be insecure The best isn’t perfect to me But you are everything... at the least You are baduizm on and on You are the Apple tree You are an orange moon You give me butterflies You are the roses You are the prototype And i think that you the one You are the love below You are a women's worth You are forever my lady You are…if it isn't love You are so beautiful By mind body and soul You glow, with no intentions on out shining But you do You are so beautiful…

After you walk the pessimistic perimeter

Step two feet deep in my area peace

Thinking two steps prior to the present line of conversation

Laced with leased essence of Chuck Taylor

Converse under all stars solely reaped from what was sown in the silver lining between two better halves that are siamese

Give me space, not time

Astronomy is the study of my mind

flying through some type of magnetic pull

Decapitating the fool that drools on his desk 

sleeping on me can’t be good for your neck 

Or you psyche

Make me like Mikey

so I can support the privacy in my pen 

Spending time writing my wrongs identified by judgement 

Trying to cash my sin into a check the size of Nike 

I think I might be like Kanye

All Day I Dream About Sentences

ADIDAS might be the reason I sit and write 5 poems a day for 3 seasons

Cleaning out my closet until I get that last dust line after sweeping

I hear skeletons soft weeping because they no longer belong as my demons

I hide so much in these lines

You cant even call it public speaking

Illusions hid in the root of this healing

Feeling some sort of trans-formative mode

Broke my cocoon

This caterpillar on the move now

I once knew a butterfly that still flew close to the ground

but he would frown to find out his crown awaited at the top of the mountain

To bad he never left the caterpillar boundaries 

I don’t change you 

If it ain’t challenging...

No more self education

Its only observation for inspiration 

I take and I take, till i have no more to give

That means my creations are a mosaic of information I’ve obtained from the location I live

Original foundations are dead

But i still spend time renovating my crib 

Baptizing meditation

cleansing until my energy feels positive and clear

Close my eyes and see with my ears 

Change my values and let go of my fears 

Steer away from materialism

My wealth is measured by the steps I take for growth in centimeters

Its a process 

I accept the hand that i’m given 

and make cents

even if I don’t understand what it is

Ingest information that’s good for me

Especially if you are what you eat

My feet can’t bare the harsh conditions of my path

Last two miles I been numb to the feeling

like I been on the toilet to long

“Feet don’t be sleeping on me now”

I’m to profound to stop now....

I love you more than the sea loves to touch the shores

except I hate to wave goodbye

But I’m sure you don’t believe me

I mean you say you see my efforts

Yet you tend to raise your voice, the lower your insecurities get

I get it...

This is hard

I’m FAR from perfect

I battle in my mental gym against my demons

When my head down, I see em peeking in the darkness trying to get me

This is deep, This struggle been between me and me trying to get to you

and your love

you’re beautiful...

I remember we would save our love for moments like these 

Moments where time seems to be in slow motion 

Breeze giving the trees a motive to move

waving at us through these tinting windows 

The story of me and you goes...

Eyes low

Weighed down by the ecstasy of your essence and sex appeal

I still think you’re sexy

That bright dress in which its radiance just makes your glow a little more difficult for me to look at without tearing up

I still tear up

and tear up my mistakes 

Thankful you still accept me

I enjoy my time alone but moments like these can only be with your presense

In moments without you I only create ways to be better

It takes 21 days to form a habit

I been practicing all the things my ex girls had me lacking

I gotta unlearn

I relapsed and got back up

and you are still there to back me up

after expressing how much you hate it when i mess up

But you believe in me 

I point out your demons sometimes

But don't think for a moment i’m not willing to exercise with you 

Moments like these i get deep into the root of the problem and i pull!

I pull with all my might

And what keeps me happy is YOU and sharing my favorite moments of blue skies and Toy Story clouds when i’m high in the daytime...

Essence of a King Cypher!!