know my future

Everything is a lot quieter but at the same time heightened I can't help but think when I pass couples - what problems are they having in their relationship that they are addressing and what problems are they having that they aren't addressing - is this going to be a night they remember just like the nights with you that are burned in my memory or is it going to be a night that they'll want to forget I hate the societal constructs that don't let me be able to talk to you I think in passing, what are they hoping for? - what are they hoping to find - when they find it what do they want to do with it - when its found, do they even want it anymore? and then when passing edlerly people that are alone I can't help to think are they missing anyone - what moment in their past are they reminiscing about - when I'm old and walking alone will I be thinking about these very moments It takes about two weeks for a snake to shed its skin Twenty-eight days to become a butterfly I am a kettle of boiling water on a slow heat constantly whistling jumping pitches