☆Screaming in silence☆

celebration at frens house..

Tao's fren:

Come on guys❕ I don't want to sing alone❕

Dad Angel: What's the prize❔

Fren: I don't understand❔

Dad: You've got it right.. MONETARY❕ 🤌🏻💫✨

Fren: *Proceeds to sing alone.*

Dancing with myseEelf, Uh Oh❗

Few seconds later..

Cause Vicky threw her head back, sighing, "Ah! I adore your hair!" It made me laugh.📱⭐✨

In the meantime on the accounting firm,

my boss, looking at excel, said:

"Did you see these amounts:

46,000,000, 60,000,000, 99,000,000,

plus the other amounts i told you about from the

oil distributor, i mentioned that needed to be

rounded up properly❔ "

Meh: Yeah❔

He: You did it pretty well.

Meh: Takes a deep breath and exhales.

Later..

Glancing at them teenage problems on my phone..

"If this doesn't help..

Alright.. FIGHT❗"

Ela mudou para um apartamento em

"São Paulo", está estudando arquitetura,

nem ideia do que pretende construir lá?

Mas tudo bem, não há problema nenhum

Imagine actually being in my group of frens:

I arrive at one of my frens' houses..

He: We're going to play Pictionary

on a board.

Meh: AMAZING❕

He: But we voted, and you're not going to play.

Meh: WHATS❗❓

He: You're really good at drawing, and it'll be too easy for whichever team you end up on.

He: But there are like fifteen pizzas in the kitchen. You're allowed to take as many as you want then watch us play.

Meh: FINE.. whatever❗*Rolls my eyes.*

Later..

I sit down, and one of them starts drawing what could be a shark, a dolphin, or a scorpionfish, for being terribly ugly.

He: All nervously says.. No judging and stuffs huh❔

Meh: OOOHHH❗Trust me..

I'm most definitely judging.

Whatevs the heck that is❓

I turn my back, looking out the window..

Meh: "With a box on her lap,

bites her pizza."

Period❗

That one time my Asian mum said: ..

LUUUUUUUNCH TIIIIIIIIME❗🥡🥢💫✨

Then it went like..

In fact, i'm slowly overcoming my shyness.

But i noticed a very particular "Thing" happening among the thousands of messages i receive.

It was truly surprising how my drawings in a way ended up becoming part of families who told me, "I found this online, look, i showed it to my children," whether boys or girls, and each one colored it in their own colors.

Teenagers would tell me..

"Look, i adapted this, changed this, added that, took this out of 'Yooouuur' drawing."

But what plenty of people didn't realize is that this design actually came from a dream i had.

I was walking through the woods, hid under a small bridge, observed it a short distance from a river, and this character told me:

"Nothing is what it seems, but one of these days i will return when you least expect it, and i'm going to kill you." That's when i woke up.

10 years later..

I went to my favorite convenience store and saw that it had closed. In its place, technicians were already installing a bunch of TVs, and i went in to look at the new ones they were putting in.

As i was turning around, an old woman sitting in the middle on a couch said to me..

"This is my business."

I looked at her and replied,

"I really like this one, i'm going to take it."

She said, "You can take it now and pay later."

Me: "Oh❕Then it's one of those businesses..

Naaah, i'll pay you now, i have the cash with me." Which is weird because i always just carry my card.

I reached into my pocket and quickly pulled out a gun and shot her in the temple.

Her body started to melt and transform into this same character. And he said to me as he faded away, "Stupid" and i said, "No, you're the beach." Then i left and woke up smiling because my favorite store was still there.

It's crazy what a dream can create.

It wasn't a nightmare because i wasn't afraid, much less did i expect the warm reception it would receive. But as the years have passed,

i've certainly tried to improve, even though drawing is just a hobby of mine.

While the years went by, it was time for people to see what it really looked like in my head after all those adaptations.

It's fine, was like.. giving everyone a coloring book, and especially coming from children,

it felt pretty cute. Thank you very much.

And for you guys to learn..

I would  allow myself to say that where there is talent, in this case mine, more ideas, obviously will continue to come.

In October of last year, while interviewing the professionals who would be coaching the kids, one of them kept staring at me,

depending on the schedule.

He couldn't stand it anymore

and came up to me.

He said: "Excuse me, you look very familiar."

Meh: "You seem old enough to have played at the same clubs as my father. Perhaps you know this player❔ I told him my dad's name."

He was shocked, covered his face,

then started crying uncontrollably.

Meh: I knew, was your friend❔

With his voice breaking, he said: "No, my rival.. he always beat me in every single match."

He looked up, tears streaming down his face, pulling back his hair.. "BASTARD❗He beat me too much he's even going to feed me NOW❗"

I threw my head back, laughing.

I handed him a handkerchief.

Meh: It's clean.

He took it, pulled me close by the neck, and we shared a tight hug. Then he stepped back, saying: "Please.. thank you very much. A lot of people told us.. No."

He patted my head like a baby.

I smiled and said, "It's fine."

Then he continued crying for a good while and washed his face while the teachers were there almost all afternoon, discussing class schedules, until nearly 10 p.m.

It was a beautiful night..

What happened to the building❔

Well, it didn't have doors, bars, or lights.

Now i've had those installed.

As i understand it, the street was incredibly dark until an electrician came and installed the lights for the first time.

They said, the whole street on that block celebrated, they screamed and applauded, because when the afternoon hours came, almost nobody dared to walk by there anymore, and the light brought a certain warm calmness.

I know i want it to have tempered glass windows. Can't decide.

My mom adored that abandoned

house pretty much.

I didn't care for it until recently.

I don't know what color to paint it, or if i want golden rocks or tiles.

I've moved around my whole life, each place more beautiful than the last, until i saw that my dad had a purpose for it among his stuffs on his desk in another city a few years ago.

I do know i want sunflowers; at one part, they were my mom's favorites. I haven't decided yet, but it's coming along. It didn't have showers either, but now they're installed then people can change there, after they played..

It's my coworker's birthday.