lovergirl writes

Μα τι τα θες,

I honestly don't have high hopes and I'm trying to not let it get too important for me because i know I'll get disappointed if it doesn't work out and fall into depression again (not that I've gotten out yet)

But honestly getting an office job with no experience is so fucking hard for no reason

I went through streets I haven't walked before , completely lost but heading with confidence

I saw people living their lives and the sun hitting the buildings in the most beautiful way, balconies with flowers and dogs out for walks

Somehow it's still not enough

Not enough to make me tired, or even lost enough to clear my head

I don't think of you when he holds my hand and kisses my forehead

I don't think of you when I'm having a good time with my friends

I think of you when i wash the dishes, and when a drag of my cigarette suddenly smells like your house and when my coffee tastes like a quiet summer afternoon playing video games together