Real Me

Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that’s wants to die

You fucked me good and said sorry … but will it happen again?? :(

I love you that I know I would let you hurt.. your my everything and more rn.. my neck, chest, shoulders, wrist.. hurt so much

I’m pregnant with your baby and you really hit me? N choke me n beat me ?.. 😢😢.

Trying to have a clear mind but I’m falling :(

Honestly have nobody but my mom.. my life is not over I got a baby in my tummy.. I hate your dad but I know you will love him. Time flys by so fast little one.. mommy wants u here … come to me ..

So I am single n pregnant.. I’m hurt bc I loved him so much.. I fell in love with him.. but nobody is going to laugh at me .. I got a baby now so I’m different

I want a little girl so I can teach her about life befor it gets hard. I want my little girl to lovee herself no matter her shape or size. I want her to see life so differently, that nobody can tell her anything about HER. I want her to feel loved n proud to be who she is! I want her to be way better then me.. I just wanna be a great mom.

How do u look at ur mom n tell her you don’t wanna live no more … but I’m trying to push through for my little pnut inside of me . . . God please help me. . .

It’s like you can’t hear me.. or even see I’m trying.. I haven’t been or felt pretty in so long but yet you haven’t made me..? I’m sorry I’m ugly :( I just you had better James. My thoughts every night or crazy.. just save mee..

God blessed me for a baby that’s I’m ready for n not ready for. I’m alone In this world that I’m fighting to stay in ..