Jan 27, 2020
im really struggling at the minute.
my girlfriend of 9 months has decided to call it a night.
but neither of us want to end our relationship if that makes any sense
she doesn’t want an intense relationship when really she needs to focus on herself
yet i can’t help but keep messaging her etc
I’ve been quite good with that actually, just over the past 3/4 days we have been chatting like everything is normal again
maybe i need to let her have her space back again
it’s so difficult
it’s my first relationship too, at 26 years old
all my heart is put into this girl
shes unreal
all in all i think i need to give her space
but at the same time
i want to ring her tomorrow to apologise for not giving her space
ironic or what
