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i love my bed so much i love that i am in it right now and its warm and soft and that im here in my bed and i love it

So many people inspire me to be nothing like them.

there’s nothing wrong with me plus i don’t have any wants or needs plus i don’t feel or think at all

they should invent a being in your twenties in which you do not feel your life is unsalvageable and ruined

december is just a month of not believing that it’s december until it’s christmas then not believing it’s the end of the year

going to the grocery store is like ohh ok guess everything is 500 thousand million dollars now and i should just die

I think it’s time I do everything I ever wanted

and i also think it’s time for someone to give me the funds to make it happen

you’re allowed to get up one day and just decide to change who you are. dress differently, speak up more, laugh out loud even though you’ve never liked your laugh, say what you want to, say hey to people you wouldn’t normally, get that confidence going. we don’t have to stay the way people see us out of the fear that they won’t like the us we want to be.

Sometimes I talk a lot and sometimes I don’t talk at all and somehow both are embarrassing

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