Sk!nnyVeg@n

Does anyone else wake up in the morning and just think I really want to die.

Mannn, I'm such a fat b**ch now I can't even deal. 😭

I feel like all I've done this month is binge and Purge. I feel disgusting, I look massive. I have a holiday in 2 weeks with a hot tub and I need to not feel this way. I'm restricting again as of today if my mind can bloody get in the zone and allow it. I literally can't be bothered to study or work or do anything because what's the point in being successful if I'm fat.

TW- meanspo

It is a blessing I am able to read people and help others. But the curse is I am unable to help myself. Right now my sensitive and broken soul is torturing me so much that I am breaking my body. Through restriction and laxatives and purging my body is as broken as my sensitive mind. I'm in a really dark place right now and struggling to sleep.

Gained weight since this.

Awesome art 🖤

The day after the night before. Post binge.