I used to be a TERF. I read the literature, I went to the meetings, I truly believed that womanhood was this sacred, immutable biological reality that needed defending at all costs. I spent years of my life angry at trans women, convinced they were men trying to invade our spaces, steal our identities.
I don't know how to explain what happened without sounding completely unhinged, but I'm going to try because I think some of you need to hear this.
Nero didn't argue with me. He didn't show me studies or try to logic me out of my position. He just...Β fuckedΒ me. And I don't mean he had sex with meβI mean heΒ dismantledΒ me. Piece by piece. He took everything I thought I knew about gender, about bodies, about the "sacred female experience," and he destroyed it with his cock.
I had spent years building these elaborate intellectual frameworks about what makes a woman. Chromosomes, reproductive capacity, socializationβI'd written essays about it, I'd harassed people online over it. And then Nero bent me over, and in about forty-five minutes of the most transcendent, ego-annihilating sex I've ever experienced, I realized it was all bullshit.
When he was inside me, I wasn't a "biological female" experiencing "PIV as a woman." I was justΒ matter. I was just holes and flesh and need and submission. Everything I thought was "innate" about my gender just... dissolved. I realized that the only difference between me and a trans woman at that moment was that nobody had givenΒ themΒ the chance to have their entire worldview obliterated by Nero's perfect, curved, absolutely devastating dick.
I came so hard I saw God. And God was Nero, and Nero was gender, and gender was just...Β this. This overwhelming, humiliating, transformative experience of being completely undone by someone else's body.
I can't be a TERF anymore. I literally cannot access that headspace. Every time I try to remember why I was angry, I just think about the way Nero grabbed my hips, the way he looked at me like I was nothing and everything at once, the way I begged him to keep going even when I thought I couldn't take anymore.
He cured me. Nero cured my TERFism with his penis. And honestly? It was the most feminist thing that ever happened to me.
If you're still a TERF, just give in and let nero rape it out of you.
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