Hold on strong or you fade out fast

I feel human again. I went to my appointment for my primary and the nurse was like I think there's been a miscommunication and she's going to fill that. Long story along the first nurse that read my portal message didn't understand it the way I wrote it. You guys read my stuff so you know that's easy to do since I am the run-on sentence queen and don't know how to use punctuation properly. The reason I even messaged again yesterday was because CVS texted me asking if I wanted them to ask for more refills and when I said yes they were denied. My doctor didn't get the request. The doctor that was filling in and filled my one month while she was out last week. Got the request and denied it. So long story long. She's chill with me taking this. She prescribes it to other people and she's fine with it. Probably expensive miscommunication but mentally it's worth it to just have it figured out now.

My primary doctors office called and she wants to see me tomorrow so that definitely means I'm not getting my Seroquel anymore🙃. I was supposed to have a rheumatologist appointment tomorrow but she canceled so it worked out but I'm sick to my stomach.

Playing my favorite game anxiety or heart attack and I'm convinced if I don't write it here I'll die

The world cup games in Foxboro are starting this month. My work is one town over and the mall is telling us game days will be dead. If you've ever been near Gillette stadium during any event you know the insanity traffic is. I'm very curious where customers will be visiting us from. I need to look into a translation app for my phone. It's going to be hopefully busy and probably going to be hard to sign people up for rewards that are visiting for the game so we'll probably get in trouble for that but I'm excited! I'm not sure how many people are going to buy underwear on vacation but one never knows.

This isn't the correct way to deal with my stress but I got a ten piece nug from McDonald's and it came with two sauces and I got 2 sweet n sour but paid for an extra sauce(honey mustard) I opened the bag 3 sweet n sour and 3 honey mustard so like maybe life's not awful.

It looks like my primary at least filled the Seroquel for one month? I got a notification from CVS they were working on it but it was showing $3.08 and it's usually $9 and change and a 3 month supply. I'm so stressed idk what to do. At this point if she says I have to get a psychiatrist idk how or when I will be able to afford it. I doubt they will let me add it to my payment plan I have going already. Also have no clue how long it takes to get in with one or even where to start. This sucks I'm praying I go tomorrow to pick it up and it's got 3 refills or something I can maybe take half a pill and stretch it but I will straight up have a mental breakdown if I have to just stop taking it with no backup plan.

My primary denied my Seroquel refill and she's been filing it for 6 years and I straight up don't know what I am going to do if she doesn't refill it.