I feel so grateful and honored to be a source of inspiration to so many and to have the ability to serve my clients, but I'm also just a woman in process.
I'm processing the fact that I was just featured in Forbes and Business Insider, and that thousands of people were inspired by my story. Who me? I'm just 29. I'm not important. I don't have anything interesting to say.
I'm processing the fact that since June 20th, over $58,000 has been deposited into my bank account. I'm trying not to freak out, and my brain is telling me to give it all to the puppies -- because who am I to have all this? This must be a fluke. You're an impostor. You can't help anybody.
I'm processing the fact that there is literally more tasks on my to-do list than hours in the day, and I can't make everyone happy no matter how badly I want to! This week I dealt with a lost voice, sick puppy, and scooter accident and felt so bad that I had to move some calls around! There are a ton of messages I need to get to, and so many pieces of free content I want to share but haven't had the time to yet. I was late getting out my sales page and felt so guilty! Incapable. Unprofessional. Let's others down.
I'm processing the fact that I'm about to buy an $11,000 bracelet to celebrate my recent successes and then when I do so, I probably won't notice the deduction in my bank account. But Lara, think of all the good you could do with that money. Save it. Donate it. It doesn't matter if you've already donated $8k this year to animal welfare, donate it all. Don't be selfish. Greedy. Materialistic.
I'm processing the fact that I'm dating somebody that I actually kinda sorta like! And that I have a habit of pushing away those exact people! Far far away, where it's nice and safe and they can't get so close that they would see all of me. Because if they did, they'd leave. Who would like you?
I'm sharing this to say that just like so many of you, I am in process. Every time you up level in your life or business, new limiting beliefs and stories will pop up to try and keep you small.
But not us. We don't play small.
We declare this life is ours and we demand something better.
Am I scared, overwhelmed, excited, intimidated?
I'm scared because it matters.
I'm overwhelmed because I'm blessed.
I'm excited because I can't imagine what comes next.
I'm intimidated because I want to be the best version of myself to rise and meet my future.
I'm processing, and I'm growing.
And I want to share with all of you what that looks like for me. Because sometimes we feel ashamed to share what's going on inside of us, when really the more love & light we shine on our fears and insecurities, the more they transform into faith and conviction.
I feel so deeply called to lead an amazing group of entrepreneurs in transforming their lives and businesses in my 8 week group program. If you feel called to join us, and are searching for a safe container to be in process and still show up for your business, please join us before enrollment closes on Sunday. 💕