2023 no applause. Going from applause to no applause feels like being stripped of your sense of self

2024 too much. Never again

2025 climax, falling action and resolution.

One day the crow was flying aimlessly; low, remorseful, guilt ridden, dead, full and empty at the same time.

Exhausted by the unknown, he sat on the branch of a tree, lifted his heavy head to look around. His dark eyes caught a view magical enough for him to freeze.

He saw grass; lush and green beside a river sparkling under bright sun. He had passed the same place many times, why was it so compelling today.

"I want to lie down" he thought and proceeded to freely fall off the tree.

As his body hit the ground he felt the breeze scratching at his bones, head to toe. the crow closed his eyes.

"It feels nice", he thought, "I like grass"

after a moment of lying on the grass under the tree shade, The crow rolled and he didn't stop rolling till he reached the river.

what a silly sight, a grown crow rolling on the ground. He almost chuckled at himself.

Then without a moment of delay the crow breathed one last time and plopped into the river.

"finally free", he thought, "i like water too".

1/05/2026

just saw clowns mom going into a room all confident, was scared the residents might hurt her so followed her and saw the room was empty and this little mom has had her new babies there.

the one chipmunk on the right was hissing at me for waking him up. adorable little dumbass.

i met this guy today. he was waiting expectantly for this girl nearby to give him some fries she was eating. a little crumb would've worked to make him happy but lady didn't spare any. I didn't have anything and soon had to leave for my bus. adorable guy. hope he gets tons of food.