the rich bisexual bitch

Hi ! I am Chloé and live in Sweden. I made a Tumblr account to better myself and to cope with my life. I am 15 and am an aries, I have an ed and no I am not pr0 4n4. If you are triggered by anything I post or whatever don’t rep0rt my account just bl0ck me because like I said before, this account helps me to cope !!! I manifest and I would love it if anyone wants to talk about manifesting with me. If you speak Swedish I would love to talk to you <33 Bye. 

Yesterday, it was great and I felt great but today I feel like shit. I have realised that this has become a cycle, one day it’s great the other day I want to die. I feel like giving up and fucking up my life, drugs and shit. I need help. 

My mother : you’ll never get rid of me  😚🤪😍

AHHHHHH THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO DO A LOVE SPELL ON YOURSELFFFFF <33 I did it like an hour ago and I felt so nice, I was feeling myselffff yk and then I went out and so many people were looking at me andddd these girls came to me and kept complimenting me, this random guy came to me and asked me for my snapppppp. My mother was super kind to me and hugged me when I came back and it felt like I was surrounded with high vibrations. 

Change ( in the house of flies ) - Deftones. 

I think we all know that money and connections are extremely important to achieve a luxurious life and I know that I wasn’t born into an extremely rich family ( yk ). I have to build connections to be able to go far in life and that’s exactly what I’m going to do, from now on I will be going out more and to specific locations, I will start conversations with rich, famous people. I will find different ways to earn money bc it’s important for me. 

I have been feeling very depressed recently but today I feel a bit better. I have been wanting to manifest several things but I didn’t know how I should because I was so sad and lonely. I googled “ How to manifest when you’re depressed “ and on Reddit someone said, if you want to manifest something ( e.g money, clothes etc. )  when you’re depressed, don’t do it. Focus on becoming calm and self sufficient, happy and then you will receive everything you desire and I think that’s exactly what I’m going to start doing, I am going to start focusing on myself. I am going to start trying to fulfil my needs and stop depending on others empathy. I am going to do what makes me happy. This thought process also reminded me of the time when I was very irritated by one of my friends’ mindset. She always thinks that everything will work in her favour and all her problems will just disappear. Now I have realised that the mindset she has is great and is very helpful with manifesting, from now on I am going to be adopting that mindset.

I just saw this comment and since many days I have been planning on starting to make conversations with random people to increase my connections, then I will slowly move to rich people because yk to get ahead you need connections. I have not had any motivation to get out and meet people and this comment gave me so much motivation and confidence for some reason, I think it’s because being this type of person : Addie Larue type beat, having fun with strangers, partying all night… bla bla bla.