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hii, i'm lamija ♡ i'm 16 born in the lovely month of may and a balkan girl. i use she/her pronouns and my name is pronounced lamia/lamiya.

i'm a taurus, if that matters lol ♉︎

anyway, hi!! welcome to my little corner of the internet <3

RULES ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

be kind!!!

racism, homophobia, transphobia, sexism, religious hate, harassment, or any kind of bigotry won't be tolerated here.

no creepy behavior, especially towards minors.

that's honestly all i ask. ♡

WHAT I’LL POST ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

🎀 beauty & self-care - makeup, hair, nails, skincare, getting ready

📓 diaries & memories - trips, little life moments & stories

🪩 2000s / 90s nostalgia - old brands, celebrities, magazines & internet culture

💋 models, actresses & muses - people whose style & aesthetic i love

🖼️ art & design - designers, artwork & creative inspo

🌷 seasonal stuff - summer, autumn moods, christmas & more

💭 random obsessions - literally whatever i'm hyperfixating on that week lol

MY INTRESTS:

🎧 MUSIC ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

my taste is basically a little bit of everything.. different genres, different decades, different moods. ♡

HIP-HOP / R&B

Akon · Nelly · 50 Cent · Ne-Yo · Eminem · Ciara · Usher · Ashanti ·Sean Paul· Missy Elliott · Snoop Dogg· Warren G · 2Pac · Notorious B.I.G · etc...

ROCK/ALT ROCK

Sum 41 · Green Day · Limp Bizkit · Nickelback · The Offspring · Weezer · blink-182 · Linkin Park · Paramore · Deftones · Nirvana · Hole etc...

🎀 POP

Britney Spears · Christina Aguilera · Fergie · Nelly Furtado · The Pussycat Dolls · Kylie Minogue · Gwen Stefani · Jamelia · Madonna

and if you're curious, my SoundCloud and Spotify has the rest lol

🎬 TV SHOWS & MOVIES ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

a little collection of my favorite shows / movies♡

TV SHOWS

Gossip Girl · Pretty Little Liars · Skins · The Vampire Diaries · Desperate Housewives · Ugly Betty · Sex and the City · 2 Broke Girls · Buffy the Vampire Slayer · Scream Queens · H2O: Just Add Water · ...

REALITY TV

The Simple Life · America's Next Top Model · The Girls Next Door · Flavor of Love · Kimora: Life in the Fab Lane · ...

MOVIES

Mean Girls · Clueless · Legally Blonde · The Princess Diaries · Freaky Friday · 13 Going on 30 · The Devil Wears Prada · Aquamarine · Bring It On · She's the Man · The House Bunny · Wild Child · Thirteen · The Craft · Girl Interrupted · The Virgin Suicides · Marie Antoinette · Black Swan · Gia · ...

🛍️ fav brands

Juicy Couture · Victoria's Secret · PINK · Baby Phat · Abercrombie & Fitch · Bebe · Chanel · Dior · Guess · Hollister · Coach · Tiffany & Co. · Von Dutch · Dolce & Gabbana · Versace · ...

🖼️ fav designers

Alexander McQueen · John Galliano · Donatella Versace · Elie Saab · Betsey Johnson · Valentino · Roberto Cavalli · Vivienne Westwood · Yves Saint Laurent · ...

💋 fav models

Gisele Bündchen · Alessandra Ambrosio · Karolina Kurkova · Candice Swanepoel · Doutzen Kroes · Rosie Huntington-Whiteley · Carmen Kass · Natasha Poly · Ruslana Korshunova · ...

🎬 fav actresses

Angelina Jolie · Natalie Portman · Cameron Diaz · Drew Barrymore · Jennifer Coolidge · Alanna Ubach · Kirsten Dunst · Audrey Hepburn · Sharon Tate · Phoebe Tonkin · ...

💌 fav muses

Doutzen Kroes · Rosie Huntington-Whiteley · Sasha Pieterse · Zahia Dehar · ...

📺 fav tv shows

Gossip Girl · Pretty Little Liars · Skins · The Vampire Diaries · Desperate Housewives · Ugly Betty · Sex and the City · 2 Broke Girls · Buffy the Vampire Slayer · Scream Queens · H2O: Just Add Water · ...

📺 reality tv

The Simple Life · America's Next Top Model · The Girls Next Door · Flavor of Love · Kimora: Life in the Fab Lane · ...

🎬 movies

Mean Girls · Clueless · Legally Blonde · The Princess Diaries · Freaky Friday · 13 Going on 30 · The Devil Wears Prada · Aquamarine · Bring It On · She's the Man · The House Bunny · Wild Child · Thirteen · The Craft · Girl, Interrupted · The Virgin Suicides · The Dreamers · Factory Girl · Marie Antoinette · Black Swan · Gia · ...

📺 animated shows & anime

Stoked · 6teen · Total Drama · Totally Spies! · Winx Club · Barbie · Bratz · Monster High · Kim Possible · Care Bears · Strawberry Shortcake · Sailor Moon · Cardcaptor Sakura · Mermaid Melody · Precure · Tokyo Mew Mew · Sugar Sugar Rune · ...

💭 random things i love

martini glasses · digital cameras · CDs · old magazines · lip gloss · glitter · shopping bags · 2000s sunglasses · Victoria's Secret Fashion Shows · perfume bottles · fashion magazines · Polaroids · old cosmetics ads · ...

౨ৎ that's pretty much it for now ♡ thanks for taking the time to read through all of this. hope you find something you like around here — stay as long as you want, and i'll see you in my next post ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

it's finally over.

project week, the art exam, english, german, and now math.

honestly can't believe i'm done.

these last few weeks have been soo exhausting, and now it feels so weird knowing i don't have to study anymore it kinda feels like somethings missing but its obviously beacouse I've been busy this whole month and so on...

now all i can do is wait for the results and hope for the best 😭

well...

thiss... was definitely my hardest exam 😭

dude i walked out with absolutely no idea how it went. i started so many questions, changed my mind halfway through some of them, not to mention u guys have no idea how many questions i skipped. i'm just hoping for the best now...

another one down!!

i spent way too much time worrying about today's exam just for it to end up being... actually okay?!

we started with listening, then reading, and for the writing part we had to choose between two different groups of tasks. i ended up choosing the first one, the argumentative writing and i'm really glad i did because it went well.

the other options were a blog post and a text message... why do these exams keep making me write blogs

why are my final exams trying so hard to turn me into a full time blogger lolll?

alr only one exam left now...

one exam down!!!

i was lowkey so nervous for today's exam, especially because I didn't study for english at all.

I mean hey, english is my second language so I nailed it duhh

and not to mention, it somehow ended up being easier than most of our english tests.

the funniest part was having to write a blog post about a matcha latte recipe. like dude fym a strawberry matcha latte recipe...🫩 i kinda forgot i was taking an exam and just started writing like i was making a tumblr blog lmfao. ❀˖°🍓🍵

definitely not complaining tho....

You don't care about me anyway

It's so obvious to see

If you did then you would talk to me

Instead you throw me on the streets

You don't understand my life at all

You forget you were a kid

Tell me I am irresponsible

I just take and never give

Scream and yell and hurt me

I can't take it anymore

It's not ok, you don't see

I'm not like you and I'll never be

You've never been there for me anyway

Everybody knows it's true

I haven't learned a single thing from you

Except I'll never be like you

Scream and yell and threaten me

I can't take it anymore

It's not ok, you don't see

I'm not like you and I'll never be

It's your money, it's your house and it's your rules

You tell me all the time

If I live here I must do what you tell me to

Fuck you and all your bullshit, bye!

Do you wonder why I never cry

When you beat me senselessly

I won't leave you feeling satisfied

You will never control me

You don't understand my life at all

I can't believe you were a kid

Someone really fucked you up inside

Must you take it out on me?

Scream and yell and threaten me

I can't take it anymore

It's not ok, you don't see

I'm not like you and I'll never be

Fuck you!

this is definitely my go-to summer movie.

i first watched it when i was little and then rewatched it again when i was around 12. ever since then, watching aquamarine has become a little summer tradition of mine.

there's just something soo comforting about it. the beach, the friendship, the early 2000s fashion, the soundtracks, it really feels like my typa summer in movie form...

even though i've seen it so many times, it never gets old. every summer i find myself coming back to it.

it's been a VERY busy week.

for the past few days, my group and I have been working on our project literally nonstop. there were sketches to make, brochures to design, a half-formal letter to write, registration forms, mind maps, and what felt like a millioonnnnn other things.

yesterday we spent the whole day preparing our presentation, and today we finally presented it.

i was soo nervous. looking back, the presentation wasn't perfect and to be honest I did embarrass myself alot, but i'm just so glad it's over.

for now, i'm glad that at least one part of exam season is behind me....