I guess the truth I’ll take away from all of this is that I was with someone who hadn’t loved me for a couple years and finally got to a point where they could sever ties and took it. I will never get why she couldn’t tell me how much she despised me but I’m slowly getting over it. I’ve got a good personality and I’m not as horrible as she spent weeks saying I am. Idk it’ll be a long long time before I get into a relationship again let alone meet somebody new. I’m glad I got the chance to pretend that I’d found my one true love for five years. Thank you for the time you spent. It really meant the world to me.

I wasn’t emotionally mature enough to process you leaving me a couple years ago or whenever it was, but don’t worry about that happening again, because I’ve come to terms with your decision. Does it hurt me to know that you’ve been over me for so long and that I was just to blind to notice? yes. it does but, that’s just part of the emotional journey we’re all on. I have already had a hand in Impeding your hearts desires and I mean it when I say that never Want to be a part of that again.

Why do you keep talking about me.