study of the stars

asc aries - dsc libra: i need someone who settles me asc taurus - dsc scorpio: i need complexity, intensity, depth asc gemini - dsc sagittarius: i need deep meaningful conversation asc cancer - dsc capricorn: i need a father figure asc leo - dsc aquarius: i need change and stimulation asc virgo - dsc pisces: i need a healer asc libra - dsc aries: i need a challenge asc scorpio - dsc taurus: i need security asc sagittarius - dsc gemini: i need lightness and freedom asc capricorn - dsc cancer: i need a mother figure asc aquarius - dsc leo: i need someone to be proud of asc pisces - dsc virgo: i need some rationality 

“i always love people more than they love me” no honey, you idealize people too much. you trust them too much. you expect them to treat you a certain way and you think you’d earn it by giving them too much of yourself. nobody’s asking you to. they don’t want nor do they need all of your love. be your own person, please, and stop hurting yourself instead of blaming other people for your own personal irresponsibility.

I feel like earth moons are SO hard on themselves and they all have perfectionist issues. They hate feeling useless and unproductive. They could always be doing something to be more active or of use. You could compliment them on something but they wont believe it or accept it because their perfectionist nature is always picking on what needs to fixed and better. This is probably why the self pity parties are frequent. Its hard to be content with yourself when youre reaching for something that isn’t obtainable. Perfect doesn’t exist but earth moons dont get that.  Its hard for them to be satisfied with themselves when they could be doing better. A lot of people refer to earth signs/ moons as humble people and I dont think its humility. Its honestly just appears that way but really they’re so self critical so when you praise them they always focus on the flaws and beat themselves up over what they didn’t do “perfectly”. 

i think about being in love everyday