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ahahahah back on here cause it’s the only place I can be myself and just dump out my feelings without someone coming to me. I appreciate it of course but sometimes I just need to say what’s on my mind and I’m good.

My toxic trait is loving to hard/falling to quick

Trying so hard but I can’t cry

I only have 2 gay friends here in PDX but idk, every time I view their Twitter/IG I just get jealous of them. Or whenever they talk about guys and they always tell me how guys are hitting them this and that, or about this gay. And I just always feel some type of way. Like I’m less. And I just hate it cause I overthink it too much.

I want to cry so bad but I can’t.

Feeling super depressed and lost. I hate feeling jealous of my gay friends. I hate feeling like I love too hard.

Feeling more and more defeated each day

Life fucking sucks rn.

I hope that everyone is fine and doing well. Been a shitty year and I’m back to being depressed. So bad I deactivated my IG. Feeling like I’m at my all time low

I hate that I stay MAD UGH

Confidence is feeling low. Just feeling in a bad spot in life again. Self worth, dating/love life. I can’t find a good thing to love about myself

I’m a sucker for love, but I think I’m gonna give up on it soon

Here I go again, falling to fast, giving too much, over thinking. I don’t think dating/relationships are for me. I feel like it’s always one sided

Lol I’m the one hurting myself. I just keep doing it. Walls going back up

Miss talking to someone everyday

How does one learn how to self love. I’m always tearing myself down and comparing.

I had a 3some with this couple from canada. Yes I drove to Vancouver BC after work just to get fuck by both of them. And oh my god I’ll do it again. They did everything to me 🥵🤤