where i store my rants i don't want mutuals to see

ohhh first month back home knowing there are three more months. maybe that’s why?

i just want to forget.

i’m going to throw up forever this ISN’T happening

i’m sick and i’m going to feel sick forever ! !

i’m about to find out

oh my god there’s no easy way out of this. i’m trapped forever. oh my god

today was pretty good because i just played a game and immersed myself in fiction the whole time. closest i got to thinking about the real world was daymaring about my ex. and vague story ideas. but the character in those is becoming more and more separate from me the more ideas i get

this egg doesn't crack until i say it does.

god….. what i wouldn’t do to see the person i could be.

so everything i do is self-destructive? OK. *robot dance*

ALL ROADS LEAD TO RABBIT

looking at old diaries is so Oh Haha There's No WAY I'm Trans Gender. I Was A Girl. That's What I Was. And I Liked Being One. Trans Cancelled #TransCancelled