anguish

mad at myself for so fucking much. just want to stew and burn or whatever.

ughh.

everythinf i donjust hurts everyone else

rlly think i just deserve to die

hate myself but maybe i hate you more. maybe me wanting to kill myself is simply the need to destroy your creation

literally woke up to ruin my morning

cant fucking STAND to have me talk, yeah? you always fucking cut me off when im trying to just explain myself. you dismiss me and its really fucking upsetting and it makes me not want to talk to you

i feel like such shit rn

i fucking hate myself

you dont matter. nobody wants the food you make. nobody wants to see you if they can help it. nobody wants to listen

i deserve to die

if he mentiones us making sound im just gonna fully slam my head into a wall until he stops

hhh

im fake fake fake fake

i just hate being seen and noticed and talked about and thought about. i want go stop existing. please please please please

i need to fucking kill myself